All Blogs by Capzacsparrow

Of making games fairer for mobile and PC users , can we do something about holey sin ? Because PC users normally cracking 9 k whilst mobile users barely crack 6 k doesn't seem fair highkey . I haven't met a mobile player who can get high scores on it yet.

Just nuked consistently in race , I need a blunt man

Insight as to why I can be a lil emotionally unstable and quick to assume/react. SA'd by my mums ex as a child , mentally and physically abused by my mum constantly gaslit to believe I deserved it . Bullied because it severely affected me as a child . My dad and mum broke up when I was 2 and then I was stuck between their constant fighting. Fast forward a few years just as I'm getting myself together and over my trauma . My dad is murdered during covid, I was his only child so I had to ID his body and deal with both the police investigation and funeral and sorting his estate out by myself which included cleaning his apartment where there was items covered in his blood the police left . His family was only interested in getting money. I made sure they got none . 3 months later my grandma passes away, and she was pretty much my rock and the only stability I had growing up . So it was a double whammy . And I was still in the middle of dealing with the murder case. The police ended up botching the investigation losing evidence and then blaming covid for it. And not long after realising I have ADHD so learning how to process and manage that. So all in all , caps been through the trenches, and it's made me quick to assume the world is against me, or that everything's fucking up and it's my fault. I am working on it , and working to get myself to a healthier place , but honestly it's hard work and some days I really fucking struggle to regulate myself . It's also why I sometimes can lash out and assume the worst of the people I'm closest too . Because most of the people I've been hurt by mentally and physically have been the ones I should be able to trust most. But I'm getting there I'm still fighting and I won't be giving up any time soon . Tagging a few people who might of experienced this recently so they have a better understanding of why it happened . And so they know it wasn't their fault❤️🫶 sorry for the novel 🥲😂 hausofkimchi medusaluh luna messyj melanie carltonRS Doom lexey & anyone else this applies to it's 7:30 am and I know I'm forgetting a few Edit - thank you all for the kind comments and care i truly appreciate it, I'd responds to all of you individually but going through this has me drained af today and I need some R&R appreciate you all so much ❤️🫶

Charm for melodrama Everytime we make finals together in arena i get 2nd and he wins LMAO He's won 3 arenas and I've been 2nd place for all 3 😭😂

Like i like my tea ... in a bag ... underwater

Of race

Empty 😭 I think sin should let us buy one for like 500-1000 koinz or bring auctions back maybe ?

Hehehehehe

Fighting my way to those double digit placements lmao

My avi 🥹😍 @nenalala 🫶❤️ tysm for the hair king , it's stunning i absolutley love it ❣️

Starfall . sin Because what Is this new bullshit , why does the left side not register clicks properly ? Gebuinley become my least favourite comp. But her back in the grave

Get a pass to be a vile dickhead because you have a pussy . maddie . If anyone attacks me male or female i'll respond in kind. It isnt me who can't take what they dish out sister 😘. You attacked me first . You took it public . Because I said i couldn't trust you and didn't want to allign with you on Discord. Lmao . And for anyone who doubts that here's the game go look for yourself. https://www.kovaze.com/arena.php?gameid=9199 P.s I'm British we call everyone cunts, and munter just means ugly LMAO same thing you called me 😘 Now get gone ye rotted piece of belly button lint .

Not being able to play with my partner and weirdos attacking my looks purely because I don't want to allign with them in an arena 😂 yeah this site's becoming as toxic as tengaged was. Deuces✌️

Crashed out and made a whole public fued. Becuase I said i couldn't trust her and left an alliance chat on discord is sending me 😂 Babes idk you , the only ever time we've interacted was you being rude ASF to me . Why would I trust you? 😂

Starfall 🙄😂 Why do half my clicks not register ?

Baby I couldn't be team strong id of just slipped right off that pole in 0.01 seconds

Is that i can't play arenas with my fiancee 😓 like i see no difference between that and friends joining together ? 😭 Edit - tagging sin so he can see the opinions of the masses 😂

Cuter <3 mine is - firewarrior1 katheryn sophie jessiejedi tempo contessa hausofkimchi medusaluh rain pureEssence cherry @brookie_cookie fairytales snowglobe xakim yandertron21 malibu itsamodernlife BRAT akshar Brxan Luna sobriquet frostbite And quite a few more but I'm tired of @'ing I added some more , I need to sleep now lmao this list became a novel

Retiring . That PC favouring game can rot, the playing fields have been so much more even since she was gone .