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This is going to be a serious blog so bear with me. When I was 18 years old Sex was something really magical to me, I loved a mans body and the taste of his nut lol maybe tmi but it was really magical. The whole act of sex was really blissful and intimate. Then somewhere along the line it lost its magic and it became dirty, numb, and hateful. Maybe it was when I started SSRIs, but everything went stale. I didn't have sex because I wanted to feel loved. I wanted to have sex because I wanted to be used. I wanted to be treated like how I viewed myself. I started sleeping with people I don't find remotely attractive. After being passed around I began to value myself less. But above all, in those moments of sex I FELT something. Not pleasure or euphoria, not neccessarily a positive feeling at all, just A feeling. A vague one that I can't put a name on, but in those moments I actually feel something other than numbness. I'm not sure why I made this post but maybe someone can relate. I don't want this life for myself but I also feel like damaged goods and I can't be unbroken anymore.

you are going to JAIL because you are the reason I'm driving off a cliff tonight. I'm serious I'm done.

I drove to Mcdonalds at 1am and ordered a mega sized meal just so I can sit alone and cry in my car whilst I stuff my face. Then a crackhead started eyeing me down from across the parking lot and I almost let him in because at this point, I'll take whatever will crack my pussy. I don't give a flying fuck anymore. I AM NUMB

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Salary: 5000 Koinz Per Month Job: You will guide customers to the correct products for their avatars using specialised training provided by us (Secrets)

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Prize: 2,000 Koinz split amongst winning team Roles: 2 Mafia, 1 Cop, 1 Doctor, 3 Villagers ALIVE Manon @Brookie_Cookie Lover Onyx DK DEAD Idol - MAFIA @Crayadian - DOCTOR When I comment ******NIGHT TIME*****, all discussion must end. When I comment ******DAY TIME*****, discussion may continue. No DM'ing (Mafia can DM each other)

Prize: 2,000 Koinz Split amongst the winning team Participants: First 7 to comment Rules: Each player will be assigned a role by random: 2 Mafias, 1 Cop, 1 Doctor, 3 Villagers. The Mafia will have the option to kill people at night. The Cop can investigate someone. The Doctor can protect someone, cannot save themselves. Villagers do nothing but are on the team with the cop and doc. During the day, the group can vote to lynch someone. Mafia will win if there are an equal number of them alive as the other team. The Town will win if all Mafia are dead. This will happen now, on the next blog I post. You must be here and willing to participate.

should know that the color wig they're wearing does not suit their complexion at all, but I'm going to hold my clitoris.

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