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happy tuesday!!!!!!

jtee and tisha for making it to f3 in royale <3 hugs and kisses to u both

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who I was on TG quite yet.

i am having some fomo good luck to everyone in royale game #1 if anyone wants advice from a game #0 finalist…. i don’t have proof i was there but…. i was….

i went thru 3 days of hell and didn’t get any koinz or points whatsoever for the first royale game (which i already came to terms with) but now the game has just been completely deleted from my profile??? hello what about the MEMORIES…. i earned that placement i want PROOF of it :( sin

i cant handle this anymore

i’m bored brxan - i dont know too much about you but you have always been so kind to me! i know youve been in your fair share of drama with other people but we have always been good and i appreciate you :) jaded - you are one of the funniest people ive interacted with on tg or on here LMAO you have literally always made me diieeee whenever we talk. you are crazy loyal and i would never want to be on your bad side!! @chibi - we have always crossed paths and had similar friend groups but never fully took the time to click! i think youre super nice and funny, i feel if we gave it a shot we could probably be close friends! kemi - you scared tf out of me in royale LMFAOOO i was RELIEVEDD when i learned who you were OMG.. i dont really know much about you but youve always shown me kindness and all i can be is thankful for that! i like how you always voice your opinion on things around here too brookie - mommmmmm!!! you are SO funny and so so so talented! i think we could also be good friends if we got to know each other more, i think we just havent crossed paths very often! joeburrow - ugh i love you <3 you are so so sweet and absolutely HILARIOUS. i think irl we would be really good friends. i love chatting w you, im glad we have gotten closer recently and started talking more :) space - you are so fun to talk to and we have so much in common, waaaayyy more than i ever could have expected LMFAO. you are hilarious and our senses of humor are pretty alike!!! marieeve - we havent talked very much at all in the past or currently but you have always been so so sweet!!!! @juliet - im so sorry idk you but i stan your love of ariana and glinda. me too queen jake - my bday twin <3 its so nice to reconnect with you in games randomly LMAO we keep getting paired up in race and i love it!! you are adorbs katheryn - i havent talked to you much at all but you seem to be sooo genuine and sweet. a total comp beast too. would love to chat with you more; carlton is wonderful so i guarantee you are too!! diamonds - SO happy to have reconnected with you especially! we have so much in common and you are seriously one of the sweetest people on here. you are so generous and kind. all love to you my beloved maxora - i cant believe we have known each other since like 2014, that is INSANE... you are hilarious and absolutely unhinged but i love u for it. i know i can always turn to u for a good laugh or a pick me up <3 i wish we would talk more soobin - idk you at all im SO SORRY but you seem funny and nice! Grrrrrrrracie - QUEEEEENN HEEEYY omg i was wondering who this was until i saw the gif on ur profile LMAO! you have always been so sweet and funny!! frostbite - my fav pancake artist. u are always so funny to play games with because i think we have a mutual respect for each other but can never trust one another fully LMFAOO, you are hilarious and i do love how loyal you *can* be depending on the circumstances jdaddy - marcus <3 i adore you! im genuinely so so happy we have gotten closer since i discovered kovaze. you are absolutely hilarious and so easy to talk to. youve always been someone i was interested in getting to be friends with but we didnt rly properly cross paths until recently! always a pleasure to gown race with you and we will have to get some matching labubus when u visit this summer. :D carltonrs - my first race winning partner!!!!!!! you are seriously so sweet and i think you get too much shit LMAO. you can’t help being a comp beast! you are very genuine and loyal and i can see us becoming good friends :) tisha - my baby i feel like u hated me once upon a time but im glad we get along so well now. you are soooo funny and im glad we have started talking more lately cherry - you are always so sweet to me and i feel like you are a true girls girl! you have a good sense of humor and don’t seem to hold grudges which i always respect champ - i frenzied without u last night im so sorry.. i promise we will. i don’t really know anything about you but you seem nice! yawnha - i know virtually nothing about you unfortunately but it’s always nice to see more tgers who have migrated over here :) you seem nice!!! @suicide - i’m not familiar with you! but your avi eats down melanie - you are sooo sweet and such a good race partner!!!! genuinely so kind and patient and i think we could be friends if we talked more! maddie - i haven’t interacted with you much but you’ve always been very pleasant :) jadennator1 - jaaaaadeeeeee <3 we have always been in similar circles but only now are we finally actually talking more and getting to know each other a bit! you are so funny and it’s always a blast getting to play anything with you. you’re definitely one of the smarty pants of the group and i have a lot of admiration for you <33 misschloekay - we haven’t talked really but every time i see you you’re always sharing a hilarious AI gif of your avi LMFAOOO it literally sends me! you seem really sweet!! SevroAuBarca - i am sooo sorry but i don’t think i know you :( pls mail me if im wrong i feel like you clarifying (bronc) was supposed to click something in my brain but im not getting it skssjsksj eliotwhi - eliot!!!! one of my first tg friends <3 it is so nice to see a familiar face once more :) you are one of the funniest people i remember meeting in my tg days and i will forever love making fun of ur accent <3 loves you babz idol - i’m not familiar with you but i recognize you from some games we have crossed paths in! you seem nice!! :) daze - king of taylor opinions... we have only just started talking super duper recently but you are so sweet! i hope we get to know each other more through the gowncil :D cristi - MOMMM LMAO you are absolutely gorgeous and SO funny. i wish we hadn't been on opposite sides in royale, we would've killed it together. you are one of the funniest people on this website, period melodrama - divaaaaaa we have just started interacting more recently and you are really nice! youre fun to play games with!! illya - im so sorry i dont know youuu :( but you seem sweet dynasty - HELLO BREN <3 one of my old tg frandss!! youve always been so kind to me and i really appreciate it. its nice to see you here :) rain - you are SO SWEET!!! OMG ily youre a total doll and i think we could def be friends. you are very very loyal!! leehoyminoy - i genuinely spent the last week thinking u were another lee LMFAOO you are so sweet and genuine!!!!! i can def see us being friends if we talk more! mittens - matthew gownnifer mittens <3 i adore you!!! i am forever sorry i forgot to respond to ur text 2 years ago... :( you are such a sweet person even if youre always accusing me in every game we play. i feel i can truly trust you and you are one of the realest of the real!!! im so grateful we are chatting more lately and i hope you know you are unfortunately stuck with me now :-) love u sm and i will be getting a mittensbubu to prove it. @owlsand - i dont really know you but youve always been pleasant and you are so beautiful!!!!

i broke 1.6k in flags tonight NEW PERSONAL BEST HELLO!

what does it say about me

#IGown.

medusaluh and carltonrs

i feel like everything that’s needed to be said has, in fact, been said! but i just spent the last 72 hours of my life playtesting royale and i wanted to blog about my experience! THIS IS LONG BUT IF YOU DONT CARE ABOUT GAME FEEDBACK, THATS WHAT TAKES UP 50% OF THIS! (i encourage your tiktok rot brains to take 5 minutes to read something longer than 4 sentences tho) my experience first: i was so excited to get to play this with marwane, mittens and hwest14!!! i was convinced i wasn’t gonna make it through the morning but thankfully ryleigh and pgamer kept an eye out for me in the sandy dunes while i slept <3 much appreciated. the first night was very much getting a feel of a lot of people i’ve never spoken to and informing my day ones of what was going on. i found myself in another alliance (sandy dunes 6) with ryleigh, pgamer, leehoyminoy, hwest14 and marwane, as well as one (the careers) with evan, carltonrs, motherfart, snowglobe, surfersorbet and medusaluh. i knew going into this i am not the best at comps so i wanted to quickly establish relationships with those who were while i took the time to collect as many pop ups as i could for when i needed it. on day 2, we tried to do our big one to protect our darling mittens (sorry bagel) but it ultimately wasn’t enough because i woke up that night to him and marwane DEAD! i was STUNNED and thought i was for sure next. i spent my time committed to chatting with other people to secure my spot and ensure people wouldn’t try to ambush me, which did pay off :) i found myself connected to so many strong players who were seemingly all targeting each other (kemi, cheesecake, to name a couple) and was able to sit back and watch the chaos ensue while feeling i was safe. all i was focused on was finding food at every pop up which was HARD!!! (i was at 0.9/100, 2.2/100…. i was skinnnnyyyy) i also secured a f3 with the lovely medusaluh and carltonrs <3 anyways a lot of people die and suddenly im in the f10???? feared for my life a tiny bit once mothers sophie and cristi started unleashing every bit of ammo they had on my allies but managed to call a somewhat truce with them to make sure i’d at least get home from work and be able to fight. (at the same time i was also a bit fake to yandertron21 and leaked his location so he could get bombed out.. i’m calling that an assist kill…) carlton, medusa and i locked in with @chibi and seanaconda to get to f5 and discussed the order of who should go next. unfortunately while i was at A BALLET THEY MURDERED SOPHIE CRISTI AND MOTHER IN PLAIN SIGHT… i was gagged and had some fomo.. but it’s ok it was for the greater good. i deeply wish i could have gotten to final 3 with my loves medusa and carlton, but ultimately a girl needed her beauty sleep and couldn’t handle being up until 3am on another work night. sean did not make it easy for us to find and kill him and, had i not already been tired and irritable, i may have made it </3 i spent my final hours in royale as the only player who could move around the map as carlton was stuck in a nonexistent fight with a ghost and sean and medusa were stuck in a fight. i explored the entire map multiple times, chugging down energy drinks and chowing down on all the food i missed out on throughout the actual game. this was actually one of the highlights for me because i just spent two hours on call with medusa and carlton screaming sean’s location every time i found him so we could all shoot/bomb him… memories <3 i gave all of my health packs, arrows, and energy drinks to my two allies before teleporting and taking my final breaths in The Eye, the centre of the map. i knew if anything was gonna take me out i’d want it to be on my own accord, and i just so happened to have inherited some poisonous berries from mittens. 🩷 ALL IN ALL, royale is incredibly stressful but so fun and i think everyone will love it once it is fleshed out! i feel a weird bond to everyone in the cast who i had the chance to talk to and im so grateful for that. i’ve been introduced to sooo many new people and rediscovered some old tgers i haven’t spoken to in years, so for friendships sake, i am extremely content :) i am so proud of myself for making it to 4th out of a whopping 51 people. that is seriously INSANE thank you to everyone who showed me kindness in this game and to anyone who held trust in me! i can’t wait to get a full nights sleep tonight 😭 FINALLLYYY… my feedback for sin: firstly thank you for randomly selecting me! i genuinely had so much fun playing this even though it was mentally and physically draining. i think this game has a lot of potential and a good skeleton, but still could use some tweaks to make it better and more playable! 1. being reaped was genuinely SO fun. i would love if there would be a way to implement that into choosing the cast, but i know it would probably be hard. i feel like configuring a way to do a reaping for each royale would help with premades for at least a little bit and help ensure every game is different. 2. i have never seen battle royale so i am speaking about this game from the perspective of a hunger lover from TG — i really love the social aspects of this game. i do think there needs to be more incentive to attack people, be it gaining XP for future fights, being able to hold onto your health once you save and your opponent has not, etc. HOWEVER, i really enjoyed having the time to get to know people and flesh out my social strategy a bit to ensure i’d wake up each morning. i think there is a fine balance for a game like this. kovaze has comp-based games… something with a bit of both is really fun! 3. if this is going to be a special event type of game, PLEASE PUT IT ON WEEKENDS. i have never been so sleep deprived for work in my life 😔 this is obviously my own fault but if i join a game i wanna try to win! and with this one, it is so important to keep an eye out constantly. 4. please fix the bug of getting stuck in a fight if someone dies, it really halted things at the end and ultimately was a huge part of the reason i took myself out of the game :/ 5. more food pop ups are needed; the amount of people who died based on food alone was so sad LMAO 6. the map should get smaller once there is maybe about half the cast left. i think eliminating the perimeter of the map once there’s 25 players left would be really fun and keep things moving along! 7. special events are needed!!!!! if there had been a feast for food on night 2 in the eye or something, you’d eliminate the problem of needing more food pop ups. 8. LESS BERRIES. holy fuck almost nobody is going to take them as actual food, there is no reason it should be spawning more than food or energy drinks (sorry cswaggerr i know you fell for it) if you actually read all of this THANK YOU!!!!!! hugs hugs hugs

1. PureEssence 2. 3. 4. 5. read about my royale experience here! https://kovaze.com/blog/65486