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I shall simply just pretend no one on this website is a real person so nothing anyone (my friends) does or says bothers me anymore, we're entering an ice cold era

Queened out by perming herself randomly

and some people on kovaze.com are on thin ice

Fat bitch thick nosed whore, would that be okay?

I am at peace calling people fake and ridiculous with a straight face for being fake as fuck "allies" knowing that there's people who would probably threaten to kill a puppy over Hysteria, and for that I'm grateful! Mentally stable? No. Mentally stable just enough? Definitely.

Quote-tweeting my blog after you reported me for "Bullying" you before NaughtyNacho lmao, you're such a loser

When people get mad or get into an argument with me they whip up the "I don't know you freak" card despite somehow knowing my first name, my nationality, or other facts about me that do in fact solidify that they know exactly who I am And when I've followed said individuals on social media for a while prior it makes the situations even funnier cause I can just unfollow them after *giggles*

Amandasings04

People are even more insane about lying about their votes, and continue to do it until after the game is over and that's just deranged energy to me, I got simply no respect for that girls, I will just not be able to look at you the same way. 4 games of this shit is enough LMAOOO, I'm outta here again

This website is not healthy for me lmao, I realized that some time ago then left for a few weeks, and against better judgment came back just to be deeply unhappy again. There's simply too many personalities here that unleash something within me that was dead and buried for a while, and enough names from the past that have treated me poorly or even previously doxxed me for the most part haven't changed, and are simply impossible for me to avoid even with the block function. I don't personally enjoy being in constant fight or flight mode, because paired with already fragile mental health I just lash out randomly, and it's just not a state that's great for me and others to be in because somehow this community is the only place where I lack control over my emotions :) I personally haven't really felt supported by my friends or moderation throughout any of it (and it's hard to entrust yourself to a MOD_Raven or whatever), I have not felt much progress in developing beyond-surface level relationships with people that I didn't previously know, and I find it hard to even have fun playing Frenzy/Arena with people I am already friends with as is. It doesn't seem to particularly matter when you point out how someone wronged you or your friends because the general attitude is it didn't happen to them so why does it matter, and sure in a way my business doesn't have to be everyone else's but when you're put in a situation of someone having to pick a side in a game or another environment, and it becomes a constant that you are in fact not the chosen one, well.. what's the point! I just can't reasonably put myself into these situations over and over again, and so the best call is to just get the fuck out because I don't foresee anything changing anytime soon, and I should really spend my time doing things with more purpose because Points and Koinz on Kovaze are not anything I will be able to put on a CV for a future job application ^_^ Probably will roam around on the Discord for a short while just so people who want to message me that I'm not Discord friends with still can, but eventually I gotta nope out of there too, for now it's time to block the domain on my devices xoxo see u later

Tisha

The format of Stars/Celebs is so overhyped, at least in it’s normal form. Broken Celebs was fun because the concept was just so nuts but otherwise you’re really just playing longterm arena with a public vote, and rarely does anything you do matter if you’re not popular or able to win over the voting public (if you’re not getting secretly spammed out) and more often than not it’s just limited to a bland speech about how you’re gonna get back into this house and shake it up (which 90% of the time doesn’t happen) It needs a twist to stay interesting! We need more chaotic celebs players that put up fun efforts to engage with the voters and do stuff beyond the obvious, make it an event! Period!

When a man invited me to his place, and acted absurd for a second and made me wait (which should've been the first red flag) but then eventually I walked into the worst and fastest hook-up of my entire life, just to then leave the apartment and have a woman come up to me at the parking lot asking if I just walked out of that specific apartment, and well... I apparently helped call off an engagement that I never knew of because the man never even said he was DL or anything, and the lady asked if she could take photos of our Grindr conversation, it was just entirely unserious... DO NOT TRUST MEN!