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we kept our dignity and were the hottest in the fiesta frenzy duos house melanie

i cant send anything..

Me and my beautiful date jadennator1 MORE TO COME... if you want to be in some send a screenshot of your avi to me over mails or discord xo

To my king hwest14 and also sin, this gala thing is actually so fun and has like everyone engaged in it… you did your big ones

I love Hannah Montana but I can’t show up to the gala in her wig

I have been thinking about making this blog for literally years but just never did because of whatever reason. For a while I just didn’t want it to be connected to me but idrgaf anymore and I think making it could do some good for this community so I am. I know a lot of people won’t even know who these people even are and it happened so long ago that most won’t care but if it helps even one person it’s worth it! SORRY ITS SO LONG THERES JUST A LOT, and honestly it could be longer but I don’t want to dilute the point. Anyways, it all starts back in the big 2013. I was 15 (!) and a very typical teenage boy, I liked attention from girls and was pretty flirtatious. I don’t really remember how it started, but at some point the user Jenzie (Who was 20) and I started talking. I knew she was dating another user, Zakisaboss, who will also be a part of this story later, but I didn’t really care because I thought she was hot and WAS 15 (!). Eventually we start flirting pretty heavily and in the moment I’m just like really excited about it because this older pretty woman is interested in me. Before things REALLY pick up, though, she tells me I need to download kik. Now kik was an app that allowed a lot of anonymity and had almost no moderation, so you can imagine what it was used for. Jenzie knew this and knew it would be much easier to get away with what she was doing on this app. She was honestly a master of manipulation and knew exactly how to play with your emotions and mind to get you to do what she wanted. So after all that happens, I’m added to this chat called the millz. For the unaware, this chat was a big deal back then. A lot of prestige and anyone in the chat is like “cool” I guess idk it was weird tg was weird. Jenzie is the leader of this chat and they basically all suck her toes all day every day. But at the time I’m just so happy to be included, so I’m pretty unaware of the weirdness of the situation. They are very nice to be to begin with and I get a lot of messages from people I don’t know. Jenzie gives them my Snapchat (we also… talked… there) and I start getting random snaps from these like 20-30 year old men who are clearly thirsty as fuck. A few send things I will truly never forget, completely unsolicited. I’m obviously just sat there uncomfortable as fuck, but I just told myself to brush it off because I wanted to be included in this group. So I just ignore it. During all this, Jenzie and Zak are on the rocks. This is one of the biggest reasons she pursued me, as they had some weird shit where they’d always go after other people (usually minors) to make the other jealous. It was truly bizarre and I know of at least 5 others (who I won’t name) who have similar stories to mine. Anyways, she starts telling me to make blogs about her and gift her and send her msgs about how stupid zak is for “cheating” (??), and of course I do because I’m deep in it now. Like I did truly believe she liked me, embarrassing! After that, Zak goes fucking nuclear and starts sending me death threats and other insane shit that really freaks me out. I tell Jenzie (very smart I know) and she just laughs and says “oh he’s just like that”…????? After that, Jenzie would message me from time to time and I was always willing to …. Talk… I found out eventually that she was basically messaging me whenever things were going bad with Zak. A few weeks after that, Jenzie messages me to “stop being weird” and stop sending her flirty messages. I was sad about this obviously, but it did at least wake me up a bit. Unfortunately it was too late! I was initially kicked from the Millz, and one of my other friends who was in the chat (not one of the weird mf who sent me unsolicited nudes) tells me Jenzie has sent a bunch of my messages to the group for them to laugh at. I get mad ofc and message her, and she then adds me back to the group. They then start bullying me (i was FIFTEEN) and degrading me for hours. I was pretty affected by this, even as someone who has pretty thick skin most of the time. Jenzie then messages me that she will leak my nudes if I tell anyone about anything, and obviously at that age I’m not risking that. I left the group but I am sure they continued after. I learn shortly after that the reason for her switch up was because her and Zak got back together. So this was proof for me that she was just completely using me the entire time, and I know she did this to plenty of others as well. I also know that the Millz regularly exchanged the nudes of minors between them (not directly in the chat, but privately) and I thank my lucky stars every day that mine never leaked to the public like others did. One last thing I wanted to add was that while this was happening, Jenzie knew I was close with a few other girls (again, not gonna name them). She would constantly go after them and bully them, both publicly and in the Millz. I know this was a very common theme with her, and I think most of the girls on tg were at one point or another bullied by her, usually when she was trying to prey on one of their male friends. It is still insane to me that stuff like that happened right under the noses of the entire site, and they were still hailed as the gods of tengaged. It just shows how little people gave a fuck at the time and how evil people can take advantage of situations like that. Now, I do think Kovaze is a much safer space and people do a good job of looking out for others, but stuff like this still happens. It is everyone’s job to be on the look out for wack jobs who are looking to take advantage of others. So if you see signs (there were SO many with jenzie and the millz that people just ignored) keep digging into it. I think it’s also important to note that ANYONE could be a predator. I don’t think anyone would’ve expected Jenzie, who was widely known as one of the more attractive girls on the site, was one, but she was. So if you hear shit about your friends and automatically go “well they’d never do that” maybe reconsider. I’m not saying you need to fully believe whatever you hear, but at least hear the person out. Also, anyone can be a victim!! It took me a long time to realize I was one, and even longer to write this. Even though I don’t feel especially fucked up by the events, I am obviously embarrassed and not proud of what happened. Who knows how many others just don’t feel comfortable enough to come out with it or feel like they were just a stupid teenager who got caught up in weird shit. So uhhhh I guess that’s it! Sorry for the university thesis and thank you for reading!

you should feel bad. you robbed from the poor. sick freaks

with mittens

And out a spicy k-couple

Hwest14

But I actually just can't get myself to click that link like what the fuck is we.tl

And I’ll tell you what my opinion of you was on tengaged and how it’s changed on Kovaze. If you weren’t on tengaged I’ll just give you my opinion of you on here! ALSO POST YOUR TG USERNAME IF ITS DIFFERENT THAN THIS ONE MarieEve: Honestly I've always seen you as a motherly type of figure, whether on here or tengaged. That hasn't really changed and I think is pretty accurate. We haven't spoken much but I think you are a very kind person! YasGaga: Again we don't speak much but I think I found you sort of annoying on tengaged?? But here I don't, which I think is a mix of me just not caring about what other people do and you being more mellow and funnier. On Kovaze I really enjoy seeing your comments/blogs because it gives me a good chuckle. And I fucking love the daisy gif even if you flopped it in the comments. itsamodernlife: Icon! Honestly kind of funny because my opinion on you has changed like 4x just in the few months I've been on Kovaze. I thought you were super nice at first, then after our Outcasted I thought you were a little odd, but now I know it's a GOOD kind of odd and I've really enjoyed getting to know you better in the Gowncil! I hope next time we play Catan you don't randomly come after me for no reason or else this opinion might have to change back again! Glinda: I don't think I remember you on Tengaged honestly? We haven't really spoken on Kovaze but you give me genuine vibes, I think you are who you present yourself as and I love that! hausofkimchi: For some reason I have no recollection of you from tg? Was this your username? We don't really speak but I think you're very underrated on Kovaze, you're funny and lowkey really good at comps. melodrama: LMAOO honestly I thought you were just a nice, chill guy on tg. Jesus Christ was I wrong. You’re a full psycho but you’re funny af and I always smile when I see melodrama join the call. And I love that I can always count on you to race. I’m glad we’ve gotten close <3 zach: I mean it’s pretty much the same on here and on tg for me! I think you are a nice dude and mean well but sometimes you get in your own head and think too much. You gotta just be more chill I think and things will be easier for ya! marwane: Well before I thought you were Christos’ sane friend, now I think you’re even more psycho than him!! Kidding (kinda), honestly on tengaged I thought you were cool but I don’t think you liked me? I’m so glad we are close now though, I think we have a lot in common and I always enjoy any convo you’re part of. And ofc I fucking love your drunk rants (sorry for egging you on I can’t help myself). spartagow: I don’t remember but I feel like you got permed on tengaged? I don’t really know why but I feel like I didn’t really like you there, I think you were kinda crazy in games or smthn. On Kovaze you seem alright, definitely more chill but maybe that’s just because we haven’t played much together LOL. The race we just did was fun though and did give me positive vibes. pureessence: okay so on Tengaged in the early days we literally never spoke, I just knew you as the angelic girl who was super nice to everyone and was friends with Austyn and Brendan. Lowkey I did think you were a little fake at the time 💀 sorry! But then in Covid era I learned more about you and we started talking in that group game, and I truly wish we kept talking once we left tg because I remember vibing with you back then. But NOW you’re my bestie!! It’s kinda crazy how quickly we became so close but I think it’s just because we are so similar and share the same ideas about so many things. I’m very grateful to have rekindled our friendship, it’s truly been one of (if not the) best thing about coming back to this community. unfortunate: honestly I did just pair you with Houston as a nice southern gay boy on tengaged 😭 I feel like we just never really ran the same circles idk? I’ve loved getting to know you here, you’re super down to earth and approachable. I also love the positivity you always bring. I hope we continue to grow as friends <3 PS sorry for clocking you in Traitors xo Jaded: I do think I could write about 5 paragraphs here but I’ll keep it shortish. On both websites you’ve been an enigma for sure. On tengaged we were never really close and definitely had our time as opps. I thought you were pretty vile at times and did not vibe with you or your friends. Towards the end we were at least civil and sorta became friendly, but I still was wary of you. On Kovaze it’s been a very different story! I think you’ve grown a lot (as have I) and I’ve loved getting to know the sweeter side of Jake. I’m happy we’re in multiple chats together an have a lot of mutual friends, I feel like that’s made us close by association. You still have your moments when you’re just too much, but you’re much more reasonable now and I enjoy when you’re around! I can’t wait for our next race win.. ToriMarie: lowkey I get you and MarieEve confused and you’re nothing alike but it’s the names idk. I do have to lump you in with Houston and Nathan because that’s all I really know about you, whether it be here or tengaged. BUT I know you have a lot of mutual friends with me and from the limited time we’ve had racing I’ve really enjoyed it! Hope to see you around more for sure. Nick: I think we talked a little on tengaged at some point. I never hated you or anything but I remember thinking you were kinda crazy and fake in games? I have a vague memory of you shooting out brenla in a hunger games and us being pissed about it LOL. You’ve definitely chilled out a ton and you’re fun to talk to now. I like how easygoing you’ve become and how you don’t take things too seriously. You’re also quite funny in races and I appreciate that. YanderTron21: honestly have the vaguest memory of you on tengaged so can’t really comment on that. You’re a really nice person and I think you care about your friends and everyone in general, but I do think sometimes you are in too many cupboards at once iykwim. Like you wanna do good but it’s hard to please everyone kinda thing. Regardless, I’ve enjoyed our limited conversations and I’m sure we’ll end up in a game together soon and reconnect :) JoeBurrow: scumbag on both kinda. On tengaged we were truly 2 peas in a pod and I feel like after about 6ish months of being friends we had basically the exact same friends group and that’s held steady until today pretty much? There’s not really too much of a difference between tg and Kovaze honestly, on both you’ve been one of the people I know I can 100% trust in literally every way imaginable like I could say some fucked up shit and ik you’d just say it back or tell me I’m a dumb sack of shit or smthn. I hate to give u any kind of ammunition but I rly like how we can talk about whatever and I never get bored. And ur funny (sometimes unintentionally but still) like I do crack up reading ur messages sometimes. Hugs sm.. Zeptis: I didn’t realize you were on here! We never spoke much on tengaged but I think you were part of the group that I felt kinda intimidated by when I was younger LOL. I don’t really know much about you but hoping to see you more around Kovaze! Hwest14: Well like I said with Nathan, I kinda lumped yall together as classic southern gay boys on tengaged. I do feel like you had a bit more of a gamer girl streak where you could get annoyed/mad from time to time but we somehow never played games together so it’s tough to say. On Kovaze you have become one of my favourite people, you’re always a fun time to talk to/play games with and I knoowwwww youll always have my back. We have a lot of the same interests and chatting with you is just super easy and never boring. You do lighten up the gowncil when you come into the chat, it’s something beautiful. Katheryn: it’s been a pleasure getting to know you on here! You’re one of the kindest souls on the site and bring positivity to everything you’re involved in. We’ve definitely missed you in the Gowncil recently, but I know you’ve been going through things and needed that time. I hope everything is looking up now and you’ll be around more, it’s always great having you there to chat with/play games! MayorOfPokemon: omg boots! I don’t know you were on here. We had some mutual friends on tengaged and i think were on a few tribes together. I always got along with you even if we didn’t talk a ton, you’re funny and easygoing and I love that. I honestly haven’t seen your username until now so I can’t say much about you on here, but I hope to see you around more! cherry: Sorry for stopping right before you!! I won’t lie on tg I thought you were kind of annoying LMAO like I just remember your blogs and I’d always kinda roll my eyes 😭 On kovaze I find you much more tolerable and I don’t mind seeing a lil cherry blog anymore! I also really enjoyed our race the other day, you were a great partner and I always appreciate that. NaughtyNacho: I’m happy you posted because I was actually talking to Ess about this recently. On tengaged we were mostly fine but you were a little psycho at times and almost like… didn’t feel like a real person to me?? Idk it’s weird but I wouldn’t have ever wanted to be close with you LOL. On Kovaze it’s a completely different story. Other than that first hysteria (haha..) I really have seen a different side of you, and it’s someone I would actually want to be close friends with. I’m happy you’re in the gowncil and we’ve gotten to talk on the late night calls from time to time, its almost always a highlight for me.

Even though Team 8 was an absolute disaster, I had a lot of fun in the race tournament! I do hope that sin allows for events like this to continue (and hopefully more frequently?). Obviously not everything is gonna be smooth, but with a little more start-up time and some refinements, I think the next race tourney will be great. The hosts were given a difficult hand and although I didn't agree with every decision made, they still made the game fun! Hugs you all Hwest14 Melanie Itsamodernlife poof And hugs brookie kimmie jake misschandler nakime and gabs we did our best... See everyone in race tourney THREE!

**FROSTBITE** has decided to pull himself from the tournament due to a tornado potentially hitting his area.

style and chris know they got lucky, if we got a skill comp at final 2 they were DONE

hwest14 melanie itsamodernlife ty

1. Joins new race after a 20 day boycott 2. Doesn't take his 116k first offer in deal qualifier, gets 300 and somehow survives 3. Takes helicopter as his first transport 4. Does his jaded in lucky drop and gets 9th 5. Says he will never join woke race again 6. Joins the next race that fills i love him

defy the odds.

It’s been knew he’s not mentally well ever since

with a broken wrist. my slay