Tailslover13
Goddammit, I am SO freaking pissed off. I finally, FINALLY avoid getting 10th place in Race...and thanks to Rebranding kicking ass, we even get a FIRST PLACE FINISH in the next leg! So what do I do to follow that up? GET 0 FREAKING POINTS IN THAT STUPID HOLEY GAME! It's flat-out impossible. I HATE using keyboard for stuff! So of course I got us eliminated thanks to my 0 points. I hate myself so goddamn much. Sorry, I just had to vent. I'm having a miserable day. My cat peed on my bed and I need to take her to the vet tomorrow...my new Amazon wrist rest came in and it's too damn small so I have to send it back...I'm not watching the Super Bowl this year since I hate every team left after the Texans lost...I keep worrying about my pets' health in general...I keep worrying about my mother and her two bad knees and how she keeps screaming in pain all the damn time...my own lower back hurts, along with own busted knee...constant failing on New-Tengaged...I'm having a very depressing Sunday and just feel like crying. And I don't want to keep it all to myself, so...I know this is the worst place to share, since all people do on here is laugh at you and copy/paste what you say in mocking ways or other stuff, but...I don't know, I just feel all alone all the damn time and...fuck. Sorry.
Team 10 - Luxray & Onyx: 715 Team 4 - itsamodernlife & MessyJ: 675 Team 2 - katheryn & shrimpfriedrice: 646 Team 9 - daze & GeminiFoxx: 631 Team 1 - Jaded & Maya10: 597 Team 6 - Jack & SummerMariah: 587 Team 3 - Connor & opulence: 565 Team 8 - Nexa & VenusVafa: 555 Team 7 - Cherry & seanaconda: 543 Team 5 - CarltonRS & Tailslover13: 183 I cannot apologize to Carlton enough. He seems like a powerful, talented person, and of course predictably I sucked. Yes, I get it: "We all had growing pains when we started off! You'll get better!" But, you don't know me. I've been a loser and failure my ENTIRE life. I don't 'get better'. I try, try, and try...and I just can't do it. I played violin for 8 years of school...and I still sucked after I graduated high school. Like, trying and trying to 'improve' just doesn't work for everybody. Not everybody is the same. So, yeah, this was extremely embarrassing, and I apologize to Carlton for having to have me as his partner. He deserved better.
Hurray! I just blocked my first 5 users: TrueBlood, Ricardogv, Melodrama, Jdaddy, and Xakim. If your best move is to hit someone when they're down, then you are not someone I want to have anything to do with. So far, this site hasn't been any different than Tengaged, but at least MOST people haven't seemed that bad yet. But when I got frustrated with just sucking at everything, all these guys did was mock, belittle, and bash me. Because yes, hurting someone when they're already upset is definitely what any normal person would do, instead of...you know...trying to encourage them or show a little empathy? Like, you're all already clearly better than me in every way...the least you can do is be understanding. But, nope, just mockery and belittling! Yep, the place is JUST like the old Tengaged. Heavily reminds me why I left the place several years ago and didn't go back...