really think miss mel would show up to the gala with only one dress? no honey.. this is my REAL gala dress.. the first one was just an entrace one.

my name is melanie, i’m 23 years old and every night i have girl dinner. nobody can tell me that strawberries with melted white chocolate is not dinner.

professional photographer @mittens took a lovely picture of christos and myself while we rested from all the dancing.

Best Average Placement in Outcasted #1 melanie Avg: 1.40 (5 games)

is coming soon. stay tuned..

don’t doubt cherry s knowledge about brazil and spain. i have made a horrible mistake and would like to publically appologize for my sins.

that the events for the gala are so european phobic, couldve thought about that like what do u mean enrollment for an arena at 4am? i hope that future events part of the gala will be more europe friendly, because trust i will be fighting for european rights.

my date christos and i just arrived at the gala.. we posed at the carpet and of course we went straight to the bar for champagne afterwards. so excited to be here!

sin please block me from shops i cant handle it anymore it’s too much i just spent again please i have an addiction its unhealthy

my bank account is crying right now i went fully fucking rogue but i’d do it all over again… IVE NEEEEEDED A GOOD SHOPS CYCLE LIKE FUCKK

i just spent 10k koinz. and i’d do it all over again

i have officially made final two in every outcasted i have played. after this, it’s time for my outcasted retirement.

is a lesbianphobic place

to my first ever ride or die on kovaze, the one and only beautiful venusvafa ❤️❤️ so happy to have met you n be such close friends ugh, love u down and have the best day ever

here is pt 1 for anyone wondering:) the homophobes also found it i think but oh well! https://kovaze.com/blog/120871 so i just got back home from the date and i honestly had an amazing time.. we went to a lowkey tapas restaurant, it wasnt like a super serious romantic setting but for the first date it was more than perfect. i loveee the lwk setting esp cause its also meeting for the first timw yk and esp with how sudden and spontaneous the plan was, but im all in for spontaneous plans. so we talked non stop honestly, about anything and everything. life, work, school, living situations and what not. like all the general talks! we also spoke about past relationships, how we view relationships and such and all our views alligned pretty much. like when i said that sometimes my bad trait is that i expect princess treatment at all times and it makes me annoyed when i don’t, she was like but that’s what a girl deserves and i was like YES EXACTLYYYY!!!! i also feel like theres such a burden of my shoulders after this date bc you know, it’s literally the start of my coming out. right now i’m just taking things in, processing still but i definitely would love to see her again. it was just rlly nice and idk like its one of the final pushes i needed for being open about my sexuality n such. but yes!! i’ll keep you updated if theres gonna be a second date…

i’m going on a date tonight. after my blog about how i feel on that aspect and such and receiving words of encouragement from plenty of you, i decided that it was time for me to put myself out there again and step into the dating scene. because the past is the past and the present is now and it’s up to me to make the most out if it for myself. however.. i’m going on a date with a woman. i’m very nervous for this, as i’ve never done anything so publically in an i guess you could say romantic way with another woman. i’m bisexual, maybe even pansexual, i don’t know and who cares anyways because labels are not important! but i’m not out in real life at all. like sure, i’ve kissed girls when going to the clubs and such but nobody in my inner circle really knows that i also have romantic interest in women.. so i guess this date is sort of my coming out? i have a very loving and supporting group of people around me in my personal life so i’m sure it isn’t an issue, i think for me it’s just.. scary? i always pictured life to be livinv with a man, having kids that way and such. being a mom is literally my biggest dream and only goal in life, and it will work differently being with a woman of course. not that that’s bad! just not what i’ve always envisioned life to be like. so yes, i’m really excited but also nervous about the date but honestly, even if it doesn’t lead anywhere i improved (?) myself in two ways with 1 being open to those things again and putting myself out there and 2 my lwk coming out.

so at first i didnt rlly wanna do anything but i felt like i was missing out.. so hereby i present to you my met gala look!! imo its stunning and represents me well, i’m all about pink n pearls baby like yassss after maxora my personal stylist gave me some advice before

the head of the spanish committee ( cristi ) and the head of the dutch/belgian committee ( melanie ) have made ammends. they are now at peace and a beautiful friendship is on it’s way. from enemies to sisters. kovazia is healing. I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A CRISTI STAN TOO.

a peace making is on it’s way. stay tuned.

dk the dramas been settled about hours ago, u can stop being a fucking cunt and tryna gain cloud on this beef cause ur ass fell the fuck off, get ur big nose outta my business and go to turkey to get it fixed. idk who u are n what u do and like good for u to back ur friends but you kinda been doing too much as if ur some kinda spokesperson idk and thats that. i did do that bc i expected some bs before i read it n when i read it i was like wait awe n even wrote a response.