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JessieKowalski
There is something to be said for naming yourself after a BB15 houseguest (even if she wasn't one of the controversial ones).
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Cue the downvotes, but I'm not invested in how negative the response to this ends up being. You want to take it to -200 or below? Go for it. Want to ignore it altogether? Be my guest. This is going to be the only blog that I make today! So congrats, y'all are spared from seeing more of me. If your attention span has been reduced by Tiktok, just scroll past this. Keep in mind, when I did what I did, the rules hadn't yet been established. They were worked out on Discord afterward. Though implied, a clear connection hadn't been made between this site and what happens away from it. So it's very telling that nobody was punished for the events of Celebrities 4, but I was. Not even Nenalala, noted line-crosser, was given an appropriate punishment for the very serious false accusations he made during Celebrities 3. I'm going to preface this by saying that parts of this response are going to be mean-spirited. I am not in a place to apologise and mean it, and you know what? That apology might never come. That's how it seems right now, because I only feel resentment towards the people involved. Coke & Jessie probably couldn't care less, but I'm just giving them a heads-up. In this post, there is going to be name-calling and a serious accusation will be made, but I'm okay with receiving the repercussions for that. I know what my truth is, and it aligns with reality. As for the site's reaction, some of it I can accept. If I've been shady towards you, then yeah, you're justified in dancing on my grave. If I was in your position, I would do the same, so I guess that's why I've been struck down by karma. If I've never done anything to you, then it pisses me off that you want to take the moral high ground - hence why I've mentioned certain people below by username. I took this as a journaling exercise. This blog is for me and me alone. Once I hit post, I can let go of all this negative energy and move on! --- Coke & JessieKowalski - So, let's get into the alleged doxxing. I maintain that it wasn't a doxxing because that would imply that I posted your information publicly - which I didn't. Only one person was told the city, which as I'll mention below, isn't even the correct city (to my knowledge). Still, what I did was wrong. At the time, I didn't think it was that big of a deal, though I now see how much of a breach of privacy it is. I didn't contemplate it as much as I should have. I got carried away and overstepped a boundary. I don't know your history with doxxing, because I'd only joined Tengaged around a year to two years before it went down. I'm not even sure what your Tengaged usernames were. As of late, I'd grown accustomed to knowing details about people's lives, because there isn't that much secrecy in the other communities that I'm in. I didn't know we were still operating through anonymity in 2025. That being said, I do not believe that you were as affected by it as you have claimed to be. I'm younger than you. My age is on my Discord profile, so you're aware of this. I'm also thousands of miles away - having never been on a continent that isn't Europe or Asia. To feel threatened by me indicates some unconscious racial bias. There is something to be said for naming yourself after a BB15 houseguest (even if she wasn't one of the controversial ones). I think it impacted me more, because I was fearful on the day that I sent you that link. In your screenshot, you conveniently cut out the sentence in which I asked how I could make it up to you. Add to that the barrage of nasty messages I privately received on the night that you exposed me. It gave me a really bad anxiety attack that lasted through to the morning. The response does NOT fit the crime. Your blogs were in incredibly poor taste. You sensationalised it. The title was clickbait - you framed it that way. Like a tabloid headline. You accused me of being a stalker, when I didn't KNOW you. I was just curious about Kylie & Kendall. I had no clue that it was you and your fuckass boyfriend behind those accounts. It could've been anyone. Also, somebody told me that you play in-person Survivor? So give me a fucking break. The city that you call home can't be top-secret when you're in a REALITY GAMES community. And you want to know the biggest gag? The IP tracker didn't even pick up the RIGHT city. I didn't know the correct city. Keyword: Didn't. Now I do. Someone spilled the beans. If you had left it alone, you would have had full privacy. It's also true what they say - that you never truly escape someone on the internet. Imagine my surprise, and I bet Kovaze would love to hear about this, when I realised that you spoke to me when I was a minor and you were camming on an adult website, with your boyfriend at the time. Maybe you're still with the same guy? Who knows. It's true that I shouldn't have been on a website like that, but it turns out that you (and Jessie?) are as good at vetting links / people as you are at verifying their ages. It could be that you've never cammed and I'm mistaken, but I swear to you, I recognise that face. I hadn't looked at it before the day that you exposed me, but it flashed in my memory when I focused on it. Did you or did you not cam? That's all I want the answer to. I'm not reporting you for it, because I don't believe that it harmed me in any way, but you wanted to make everything public, so people should know this about you. --- Next, I wanted to touch on the MAGA-adjacent (secretly a Trumpie) Alex (Druhhbby). She found it really easy to demonise me, unsurprisingly. And you know what's ironic? That blog I made and took down within minutes? The person at the top of her friend list, gatorade, was the one and ONLY person, other than "Kylie", to message me about it. So maybe Alex should ask him why he so desperately wanted to learn Kylie's identity. Curiosity seems to have killed the cat and bruised me (and Coke apparently), but it didn't bring him any harm. He hasn't come forward by choice, so I'm making it known. Is she going to cut him off or keep him around because he gives her attention? Ask Alex where she stands on gun control & abortion rights and watch her lie through her teeth. As told to me by a very reliable source (someone that's met her), she's one thing here and another offline. She wants approval from the gay men in her phone, so she can't admit what her voting preferences are. Alex, I believe that you're selectively racist. What do I mean by that? You're okay with the Latinos and the Spanish, because these groups are good at hyping up / appreciating women. They play into your need for validation. It's mostly gays & theys here, and you crave the ego boost that their compliments give you. As far as I know, you are one of the only mothers here, and it's because this toxic cesspool is no place for a mother to be. Not a good one, anyway. I mean it's what? You, Kiki before she was exiled, and..I'm waiting to learn who else. If they're here, the others likely aren't as big on lurking. Good on them for keeping a healthy distance. Not only do your children need to be sheltered from the terrible things said about them online, but they need to be saved from you. You play the victim almost as much as I do. You bait people because you're an attention-seeking bitch who doesn't know how to be a respectable adult. Even if I were a stalker, your ass would be the LAST person I'd stalk. I hope you don't have a daughter, because then she'd have to grow up knowing that her mother voted against her rights. Then again, if you have a son, that's even scarier. What an unfortunate reality. For impressionable minds to have you for a mother and a bum of a man as their father. Trump's America, truly. --- Also worth mentioning is WowPlatinum, who wasn't here when this incident was made public, but cut ties within minutes of being filled in. Not only did she kick me from her server, but she mentioned wanting to leave a group that I'd made. I asked her to stay because her exit would have set a precedent for the other members. After getting just three - four hours of sleep, I wasn't in as much of a place of vulnerability, so I kicked her out (as well as the other members) and dissolved the group. Context: This group never really took off. It was me speaking to myself for the most part. I was still workshopping it by adding and removing people, but I couldn't get the combination of personalities right. Some of my misfires: adding Chloe Kay & noorscultt for short bursts of time. Although, you know what? After this incident, I understand Noor's side a little more. You people are ruthless and hypocritical, and I went along with the mob. She has a right to laugh about this happening to me too. To me, WowPlatinum comes across as a fair-weather friend, even if technically we weren't actual "friends". The audacity of her, though, to remove me from her Kovaze friends list, when I usually don't even add people on here. I put out a blog asking if anyone wanted to be added, and she volunteered. Nobody forced her, but she dropped me at the first sign of controversy. I was ruining her image. Eye-opening behaviour. I think you're one of the better people on here, but I'm sorry, you're also a little fake. --- Finally, I wanted to give a small mention to some weirdos that wanted to exercise their right to having an opinion. Nenalala, who randomly insulted my appearance in an Arena game. That brought me into the Kovaze server where I was promptly taken down. The ONLY person that is justified in commenting on my appearance is cocacola12, because I attacked his first. Everyone else needs to check themselves, because many of you aren't the Hadid sisters that you think you are. Also, Nena, I know that you know how to spell my name. That "my English is poor" shtick (lie) has gotten old. You've given me four different spellings, none of them right. FoxxlynSenpai26, you are just nasty and rude. You're also a furry, which is a lifestyle I don't agree with. They'll probably cancel me again for saying that, but it's true. I've tried to understand furries, but no matter how humanoid you make your fursonas, it's weird. It's as odd as a grown man dressing like a toddler. Leave animals out of your fantasy. I honestly think this (identifying as a furry) is a good enough reason to shun someone. Change my mind. I also don't see why some otherwise unstable people like spartagow, who blow up on others and cuss them out because of poor Race performances, think it to be their responsibility to preach what's right and wrong. Get some perspective and then we'll talk. Josh. Judgemental. That's all the energy I'll expend on you. Was never a fan. Thanks for reminding me why. Cheese. The mods should IP check this person. They made a joke about Amsterdam, which I've mentioned to a few people here as one of the places I live. They also made a joke about doxxing. Cheese is also part of my Roblox username, which is silly but my Roblox is linked to my Discord. This is someone's multi. --- So, in summation. I'm not the only one with issues. All of you have your skeletons. And yes, I DID write an essay. What about it? Only AI-reliant people that don't know how to read would be bothered. This could likely be my swan song (depending on if I'm punished for making this post), and if it is, I'm perfectly happy with it being that. Also - Coke, Jessie, & Wow all losing Celebrities? Deserved. They fucked around and found out. ~ xo, your resident alleged stalker, Mughees. I wanna go fast, I wanna go hard, I wanna go anywhere, anywhere YOU (❄️) are NOT. I don't think you should wait. I think you should speak now.
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Crayadian,
8th of November 2025