My Inactivity; an explination!!!

Hello friends!!!! It is DOOM here, andI feel like it is FINALLY time to speak openly, because my recent absence has probably felt noticeable and unexplained because I logged out without fully saying anything LMFAOOOO. I know I am usually present, consistent, and involved on the blogs page and very open too with my life and the going ons (without saying TOO much), so going quiet without context is not something I take lightly. The truth is, the reason for my inactivity on Kovaze lately has been something genuinely shocking, emotional, and life changing, something that I didn't tell ANYONE except one user about.... I have been on my honeymoon!!!!!!! Mine and LEXEY’s honeymoon in fact! :D Even typing that still feels UNREAL in the best way possible!!!! This chapter of my life arrived softly but powerfully, and once it did, everything else faded into the background. The days blurred together in the most beautiful sense. Time slowed down. Priorities shifted. For once, life was not about keeping up, posting, responding, or staying visible. It was about being present, intentional, and fully grounded in love with my soulmate and wife =] I have truly enjoyed my time away. More than I can properly put into words. It was a period of rest, laughter, connection, and emotional safety. Mornings without alarms, evenings without distractions, conversations that went on for hours, and that rare sense of peace where you feel exactly where you are meant to be. I chose to step back quietly because this was something I wanted to protect, not be ridiculed for by people who do not know me, not to rush, and not dilute by having a constant online presence. This time away has changed me in a way that feels calm, mature, and deeply rooted. It reminded me that life continues beyond screens, that some milestones deserve to be lived before they are explained, and that happiness does not always need an audience. I do not regret a single moment of choosing myself and my marriage. That any negativity I face on here is by people who do not know my name, know how I even look, know who I am at all bar some silly blogs on a website! Because of this, I want to be honest, going forward I will not be as active as I once was. Not out of disinterest or distance, but because my life has grown in a direction that now asks for more presence offline. LEXEY and I are now trying for a baby (and not one just HER avatar can wear!!!) and that alone reshapes everything. Our focus is on building a future, creating a family, and nurturing a life that is just beginning to unfold :) That does not mean I am gone. It means I am living. It means my energy is being shared carefully, intentionally, and with love. I will still be here, just more quietly, more selectively, and more grounded than before. I am a 28 year old man who has been on sites like this since I was 9 years old, I have had my online beefs, had my gameplay moments, and had my time in the spotlight! It is time for me to step aside and let others enjoy it as I have =] Thank you to those who noticed my absence, those who made blogs/sent mails/made comments too, who held space without demanding explanations, and who continue to show understanding and support! I am returning with a full heart, a softer pace, and a gratitude that runs deeper than words that's for sure Some chapters are meant to be lived slowly.... ....And this one is ours 🤍 (: