i think i’m gonna quit drinking

idk why i’m sharing this here i guess this is just a consequence-less void i can scream into, but yea i kinda did dry january and thought abt it the whole time. drank the other day with some friends and not only did i go way too hard, im literally like just feeling recovered 2 days later?? ive been serving/bartending since i was 18 AND i live in lousiana so drinking has always just been a thing i do with friends but i rlly think im gonna go california sober hm