kovace

My impressions of my situation in Kovace: I was a deranged bully. I changed with medication, but I can't make friends. I'm terrible at Arena; I always lose, and now I lose at Frenzy too. I can't compete with the friendship of people you meet in person or talk to for hours online. The only ones I talked to for hours were Ariel and Larita. Larita isn't around anymore; only Ariel remains, but his gameplay is disappointing, although he's a great friend and person. Carmen and Eva talk to me for a while, and I love them, but Eva has been in a group for years. You might say, "Are you angry because you lost?" Yes, very angry. I keep losing; just look at his games. I never win, not Arena, not Frenzy, not Hysteria. If I can't have close friends like everyone else, if I can't compete with them, I should reduce my playing time and try somewhere else where I do better. I'm not angry, just disappointed. I wanted to make friends. I quit bullying for good, but it doesn't work, so I'll keep playing, but less.