So...going through a lot of misery (which is the norm for my life). I've been trying to starve myself because I hate how ugly I am in real life, and while that's been going on...lots of miserable stuff going on around me that I'll keep private. Let's just say...it involves lots of sobbing, lots of 'wanting to just give up' and 'unable to keep going on', lots of asking God why, and...more. It's beyond stressful. I know everyone has their own stuff they deal with, but...until you walk a mile in my shoes, you have NO idea what true stress and misery really is. But, I say all that...to now say something funny and hopefully get a laugh out of some people (if not myself). So, certain enemies I have on this site (such as Melodrama) have a very odd insult that they love to say about me: I'm AI. No, seriously. I've seen several weirdos on here call me AI, or claim that I 'use ChatGPT to write everything that I do on here'. It's one of the dumbest, most bizarre, most hilarious things I've ever seen. I'm guessing it's because...I'm, like, one of the few people that writes a lot? And apparently you're only 'supposed' to write short sentences, with no punctuation, bad grammar, and poor spelling, and saying anything with 'big paragraphs' means you're clearly AI or using ChatGPT or you're just a loser for 'taking things too seriously'. Who would've thought that just...writing...is seen as so threatening to many clowns? I've had this happen to me on Discord, too, when I used to be a part of certain other groups. Because I like to actually give more in-depth thoughts and details when I say something, and I use proper punctuation and grammar, it 'scares' people. I legit have had people tell me that they're 'scared' of me because of how well I type and how much I DO type. People are scared of intelligence. That's the day and age we live in, folks! The fact I'm writing a blog with 3 paragraphs makes ME the loser, while someone who writes a blog post with three or four lowercase words and a bunch of dumb emojis is the 'cool' one. Seriously, with all the pain I'm going through, this just makes me laugh my head off. For the record, I'm not a stupid AI, and I don't use ChatGPT for ANYTHING; everything I write or choose to say is from my own mind and heart. If you don't believe me...well, you're an idiot, and you probably need to stop caring about what a single, worthless human being like me has to say. Also, I would actually have to TRY to type like a lot of people on the internet. It legit is harder for me to write illiterately than it is otherwise. Plus...I'm a writer. I've actually attempted to get books published in the past (didn't succeed, but I at least tried). I've written books with 300 pages, single-spaced. This is just the type of person I am. So by all means keep hating me because I just like to talk/write, but all you're doing is embarrassing yourselves when you try to insult me. And, really, it's a compliment in the grand scheme of things. Anyway, for those of you who bothered to read this...whether a friend or a foe...I hope you're having a good day. And I hope to God you're not going through anywhere close to the level of misery and pain I am. Take care of yourselves.

















