Relationships suck....single forever

So I broke up with my boyfriend Erik. We were together for quite a bit....we met in November, right before my 48th birthday. So technically we've been together since before Thanksgiving...like November 21st, so roughly 3.5 months, which is a long-ass time for me. LOL I wasn't feeling it....I know this sounds so terrible....we were long distance and he was (or is) in a wheelchair. He's a big dude but if you know me....I don't judge, considering I used to be 500 pounds. I was definitely an upgrade from his last relationship. So I decided to use the excuse of distance to break up, but I think he saw right fucking through it. I told him I still wanted to talk and be friends...he did not. And right before he blocked me, Cole (who was actually pretty pissed that we broke up; he liked Erik a lot) messaged me a screenshot from his Facebook and he had a post "I STAND WITH ISRAEL" Soooo Cole wasn't upset anymore. So I'm single again and I have decided not to jump into another relationship. I want to be single and have both sexes chase me. It's a really weird feeling. I just have to remember NOT to settle!