but its day 2 of my lady days so i truly dont even want to deal with that mess right now. gonna look like the trenches of WW3 😫

do we fill it....?

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With all the recent things coming to light and just also due to the overwhelming toxicity of a lot of the userbase I have decided to step away from the community and Kovaze to focus on bettering myself, protecting my peace and just for the sake of my mental health. There are a lot of really mean people on the website that suck the fun out of it and while not everyone here is like that it's just not an environment I see myself flourishing in or wanting to really be apart of anymore. I find that when I hang around the site for too long that I start regressing into old mind frames where I was in a really dark place, and when there was no website I was doing really well on an upward trajectory. On Tengaged, I felt very excluded from the community with the exception of my ride or die, kasey2011, who is not apart of this website, and felt like an outcast for most of my 12 years on the site, it wasn't until the tail end of that experience that I started to find my footing socially and branch out, but outside of that I felt like I largely did not belong there. There were a couple days this past week where I didn't even want to get out of bed because I was so depressed and I just laid down for the entire day, got nothing done, had stress headaches and just feeling overall unwell. There is not much going on here that is constructive to a healthy lifestyle in my opinion, so I just wanted to say a formal goodbye and that I hope that the atmosphere around here changes for everyone here, and for anyone in the future that comes into the community. There is a lot of potential here, I just don't think there's much potential for me. There are a few people I truly am glad to have found that I will be keeping in contact with but I don't see myself coming back, honestly. Thank you for everything and for the good memories in spite of the bad. I think this is the beginning of a better, brighter chapter in my story. I wish nothing but the best for everyone and their lives and personal endeavors. <3 I love you guys <3 Space diamonds KBeastW RandyBandy justablip Fire RickGrimes babygirl91 Kara Katie21 snabring M2thamax ohEMgee death_metal Daleariel JessieKowalski Dream Vitor MarieEve Graf Justini Sin

But I don’t wanna cook Ya know? But I also don’t want to spend extra for DoorDash.. Life is just so inconvenient Update: I got DoorDash

Played it 7 times have yet to get the ball even close

if i die in my sleep tonight, whoever kills my murderer gets 3 gifts. how about that

been on the blog page today. how is everyone? withering away and writhing in pain without me? i hope so.

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Helloooo wonderful people of Kovaze! I kept seeing people on here talking about group games and how much they miss them. So I want to bring one to life! Brought by a Kovazian, for Kovazians. Introducing the ISOLATED Series! And its first installment taking place in Nauru! -- -- For the first installment of the Isolated Series, 18 Castaways will travel to Nauru, a quiet island seemed to be quietly subdued by the rest of the world. The Castaways will be competing using their most valuable and important item, their voice and votes. Will you speak up and allow your voice to be heard? Or will you be hushed and lose it? 39 Days 18 People 1 SURVIVOR -- Isolated will be played in a Private Discord Server where only Castaways will be allowed in, but updates will be announced on Kovaze episodically. I would do it as a Klique and all on Kovaze, but I do not think Kliques are set up for that kind of gameplay just yet. So Isolated will take place on Discord until then! What makes Isolated special?? 🟣 Easy to follow along format! 🟣 Custom made Discord bot designed for Isolated and its perks! 🟣 Aiming to make the truest experience of an Online Survivor! Manage your Hunger, Thirst, and Camp fire in improve your personal scores! Full 39 Day Experience! 🟣 Everything in one place! 🟣 A professional Host with tons of ORG Hosting experience! 🟣 And many more to find out! -- APPLY TODAY using this link: https://forms.gle/xby6sgejy5EmaKydA Applications start today! (3/20) We will continue to accept applications through the next week (3/27)! A Final Call will be sent before a cast is decided! Thank you for thanking the time to check this out! I would like to see this as the start of a boom of new group game era!

This is my home. Who wants to wife me up?

Let's make Safety Chain into a slow game with 12 hour days and a bigger cast. Nobody likes it as a fast game because it's not fast. Thank you. <3 I love Safety Chain.

i’ll expose some kovaze gossip. if you have any hot piping tea that needs to be spilled, mail me or dm me on discord. DISCLAIMER: some things are rumours going around and not confirmed to be actually true. 50 - akshar received shirtless pictures from nick in return for saving nick in arena golden star 100 - messyj is rumoured to be jessym from tengaged 150 - naughtynacho is allegedly playing both sides within kliques 200 - sin may have rigged royale against envious that one time they got into drama on the blogs page 250 - jaded and tisha have a thing going on 300 - mario23 slides into a lot of women’s dms 350 - sweetheart is cheesecake 400 - i don’t wanna tag because i’m scared.. but some very popular, loved users here are actually maga 450 - melanie and itsamodernlife have a thing going on

PHOTOSHOOT 5 : 🎾 Tennis Club Girls 🎾 For this photoshoot, the models will embody a luxury tennis club aesthetic, combining athletic energy with high fashion. They should create a dynamic yet elegant editorial image on or around a tennis court, showing confidence, control, and sophistication, while using night lighting to enhance the mood. ⭐️ Also, this is the first photoshoot where the models will be showcasing their new MAKEOVERS ⭐️ LETS SEE THE PHOTOS 📸 #DNTM 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 ohEMgee 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 Jordie 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 Gabs 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 MissChloeKay 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 melanie 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 Ralts023 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 biancabae 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 AngieKStan 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 desh 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 NicoRobin 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 Fiji 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 The judges will make their final decision, and in the next episode, we’ll discover whose time in the competition is officially over.

emmett4 - 0/10 idk you and you didnt so im assuming bad attitude mp231 - 8/10 good guy fiji - 10/10 Big diva energy Nick - 9/10 -1 for being kind of a manwhore Tisha 9/10 -1 for being a bitch that one time BigBryy99 7/10 waiting for your eventual crash out Desh 8/10 -2 for putting a chokehold on your fellow DNTM sistas Laura 9/10 good latina gyal manon 9/10 -1 for being friends with that ratchet girl idol malibu 10/10 real biancabae 6/10 i need to get to know you more ! cray 8/10 1 for having a hot avi DK 5/10 lets beef woofums jake - 8/10 cute girl and cute boy! coldreactor 7/10 -3 for being friends with a demon marieeve 6/10 i see you get into drama miss diva itsamodernlife 4/10 shady biminibonboulash 10/10 cute kawaii personafied misschloekay 5/10 -5 for saying my username was trash idol - 0.1/10 i admire ur humliation ritual in attempting to read me pureessence 10/10 mother sister aunt grandma, whoever u wanna be ur that girl hausofkimchi 8/10 cutie i see around, but need to talk more to <433

& I'll rank your threat level from 1-10 based off my perception!! (1 being weakest, 10 being strongest) hausofkimchi - 9 af MissChloeKay - 5 Woofums - 2 MessyJ - depends on the day - 7 biancabae - 3 MarieEve - 7 Nick - 5 Luxray - 7 Graf - 6 jadennator1 - 7 CarltonRS - 10 af Nora - 4 bunny - 9 <3 Laura - 7 Rain - 8! KaliMinaj - 8 :D AngieKStan - 8!!! Glitter - 5 :* Emmett4 - 4 hehe Medusaluh - 9 as fuck DK - 9! Cray - 8 <3 BIGBRYY99 - 5 itsamodernlife - 9 af biminibonboulash - hmmmm hard to tell but due to the unknown, a 6 katheryn - 8.5 almost 9!!!! I def can't beat you one on one dailyicon - 3 I'm sorry Idol - 7 <3 Melanie - 8/9!!!!

a little nervous but excited to enter a new decade of life :)

Remember and appreciate the Fam letting me do nothing in my first Royale and then taking like a fat paycheck by getting 12th. I think I maybe got like one item all game, the just let me sit there and then someone outside of the main alliance killed me at like 3am. I’ll always be a Fam Stan for that reason despite how many halitosis having people on here hate them. They let me exist in peace when they could have torn my avi limb from limb whenever they wanted. Social gameplay is needed sometimes. If you can’t be a social game player that’s your fault Thanks FAM

I finally got the full Royale experience, and my overall take is Bagel is absolutely right and there needs changes that benefit the ones of us that work 40 hours a week. Like you truly have to be the best social player OR stay online 247 to survive. But overall, i had a blast and it's by far my favorite game mode here. Thank you Sin! Anyway.. Early Hours, i got to work Tuesday morning and noticed i made it into Royale, most of the game was still asleep so i went on a loot spree and was STACKED within the first 3 hours of the game. I stayed in squares alone or with people who were inactive only. The first 8 or so players that died had nothing to do with me, but the first day was rather slow. I made a pack with GeminiFoxx before they went to bed and woke up to them bombed to death so i was basically alone again. The next day, i continued to hunt loot down while socializing, like i swear this was the most social i ever was in a game before. I felt safe with everyone, no one was after me. The next 15 are killed (mostly by NaughtyNacho & Christos), i was finally asked to participate in the killing by NaughtyNacho and we bombed TateMcRae, Gregoriok, arrascaeta. Tate had escaped, but i seen her in a square a few minutes later and told NaughtyNacho who ended her soon after. After this, the game started to quiet down and i spent ALOT of time with Katherinee_ , we eventually shot out Auralevant for 21st. This is when i was added into an alliance with lish , hwest14 , Christos, Justini, and NaughtyNacho. Immediately, Justini and lish go to town and take out big threats tide, CasinoCheese, & Aries . I felt so bad to hear Aries get slaughtered :(. This is when Batya starved and i got credited the kill because i shot them day 1 lol. Justini and lish were still wreaking havoc when BIGBRYY99 came with the bombs, slaughtering our alliance lol. This took out hwest14 until NaughtyNacho finally killed them. I ran from the bombs and isolated myself from everyone because i was out of stamina.. MessyJ the main villain of this season proceeds to attack Justini, then comes bomb the hell out of me, to go back to Justini and kill him & Christos. So now we are at final 9 and half the alliance is dead. lish & Nacho are frustrated with me because im useless as hell in square D2 (NO STAMINA). But truthfully, i was safe with everyone so not attacking in this part of the game is probably the reason i lived as long as i did. lish proceeds to take out austin and shrimp, another two allies i was supposed to be against. This is when MessyJ returns to me and i immediately blast him with 42 arrows, 10 kunais, and beat him in a fight, he proceeds to get away with like 2 health?!?! I spend the next 2 hours EXHAUSTED staring at my screen, realizing id have to go to bed before this ends. and thats it.. i wake up to see i got 3rd place. lmfao. My only enemy in the entire game was MessyJ and if i had refused to waste my ammo on him... NAH I STILL WOULDVE LOST BECAUSE I NEED SLEEP LIKE?! anyway i had a blast and look forward to torturing myself again!

I apologize in advance if this post is long and messy (no pun intended) but I have a lot to say. Some people have reached out to me to check if I was okay and I truly appreciate that. Some have wanted to reach out to find out what happened and besides two posts that I read and a message in our Klique Discord server I don't know much more. I was playing Royale when it happened and got my highest placing (4th). Today I worked all day and have had other things going on these past few days so I haven't really processed everything. Has that ever happened to you? Like a delayed response? We met back in October in this Frenzy, https://kovaze.com/frenzy.php?gameid=2511, she was inactive that game, then we played again and spoke in another game https://kovaze.com/frenzy.php?gameid=2578 Since then we have played a lot of games together and messaged back and forth a lot. I try to not be a rude person so I would always reply. I never asked her age (i'm a gentleman and it's rude to ask a lady her age). She enjoyed being gifted and I enjoy playing and winning games so it was a perfect combo. We haven't been as close as of late because sometimes I would log on to 15-20 messages and after a while it did become a bit overwhelming so I stopped responding to everything. Everyone is here for a different reason and I use this as a distraction sometimes. I am free to comment on posts and post what I want in games and she would notice it and I would get a message about it. It became a bit much and I blocked her over it and then she would message other people to message me so I ended up unblocking her and she would message me and I wouldn't respond all the time. :/ If anyone wants to talk to me they can message me on Discord (it's on my profile) or through messages on the site and I will respond. They say that "There are three sides to every story: your side, my side, and the truth," well this is my side and the truth from what I remember of the past 4 and a half months. I do want to close this chapter of my time here and move on and be disassociated. If anyone wants to gift me diamonds for a name change that will be really appreciated. The only reason I hesitate change my name is because I made a post a month ago https://kovaze.com/blog/76612 and 92.9% of you said not to. Some people have changed names and I don't know who they are and vote them out of a game and gotten blocked over it. Also I hate change and starting over but sometimes it's necessary. Forward is the motion. That is all.

Rebranding to respond to me on HERE IS SO FUCKING TOUGH, LMAO I'VE MET HIM AND HIS FIANCE LIKE A MILLION TIMES I FEEL, EVEN WENT TO ATLANTA TO EAT UP A TOURNAMENT WITH HIS FINACE. I forget I have his direct cell-phone line, I will start texting him soon,

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My new Kovaze best friend. I had to fire the last one

IT WAS LITERALLY PROMISED LOL ITS BEEN LIKE OVER A MONTH SIN

Being on the front page of some users pages truly means the world to me 🥰❤️ Having met and being able to talk to so many amazing and kind souls has made my life so much sweeter. I truly can’t thank you all enough ❤️ Hugs you all sm 🫂

He gets daze to join him in arena so he can be carried to the end for points. I blocked him again.

RobbieRIOT is lowkey kinda cringe/throwback to my Paramore stan days (still a stan just also OLD as DakotaMagic likes to let me know) Options: Robbie BingoDaddy BingoZaddy BingoMami BingoMother OhShesBingoMother BingsteinFiles B9B11

been on the blog page today. how is everyone? withering away and writhing in pain without me? i hope so.