I literally just made a blog last night about how I’m scared my mom is going to die from drugs or her mental health. This morning I found her after she overdosed. I had to call 911. I had to watch them Narcan her. And now I’m just sitting here waiting to see what happens. It doesn’t even feel real. Like how do you go from saying your biggest fear out loud to living it the next morning?

you associate me with and I'll do the same for you! could be a person, a game, an event, whatever!! #Smores - RACE! #SirVivor - LMFAOOO wait I completely forgot about that, I would have to say the same. either that or seeing you in ORGs(?) #brookie - i associate you with an absurd sense of humor and your iconic blogs #bunderscore - OCTAVIA. #salmaan1 - the gals. :) #davit - hunger on TG!!! #spartagow - i fear i do not know you.... :( i also dont know what your comment means jskldfjd #kai_what - skype fights LMFAO #melanie - i def associate you with the same, but if i'm being specific probably #tisha!!! #mrschloekaycecci - your documented races. or honestly, the whole series #dumblonde - clickbait. #babyboo #mittens - i associate u with my lover joeburrow... #jtee - first of all.. shut up.. second of all.. THAT IS SO SWEET! i associate you with royale because youre insane #jadennator1 - tbh ive always just associated you with the cool girl aesthetic... but also the famcil and KPOP duh #jake - probably that group game we met in, but also i associate u with january 25th. #joeburrow - joe burrow. bellamy. whittaker. cherry - BRIGHT red hair, any time i see it even irl i think of miss delicious nenalala - shops or arena diva yawnha - a nap bc of your username...... daze - RACE of COURSE. biggest beast on here glitter - i cannot believe ur TITO i fully thought u were a woman... but that aside i associate u with the obvious, burritos. marieeve - shops and designs!! desh - GORGEOUS makeup and ariana of course hwest14 - oh well yes all of the things youve listed.. but also southern charm in general! and envious :-) nick - singing and #tundra from TG!!!!! melodrama - tg hunger and your CHAOTIC gameplay in SH.. holly - DOGS, skincare, makeup james - the race ping in gowncil. space - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thebreeze - royale! hausofkimchi - i always think of kim chi the drag queen alicat - sweetness and #naughtynacho

WHO EVICTED ME , I S2G I WILL MAKE YOUR LIFE HELL IN EVERY GAME I SEE YOU IN. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO BEWARE YOU UGLY FUCKERS. EDIT: this doesn't include glitter marquis justini tayvie

Yesterday I had the MISPLEASURE of meeting both Adam and Povaze, for what was planned to be an excellent day... turned out to be one of the worst days of my life. Needless to say, I will NOT be meeting these people ever again! We started off by meeting at Penn Station, where Povazes and I train landed, I encountered someone who was clearly needing help... and the cops were screaming at him to "GET UP! GET UP!" while he was sitting down. King just walked behind the pole and sat right back down. I respect his gameplay. I ended up preferring him to Po and Adam. Anyway when I finally encountered these AWFUL humans, we went to a Karaoke Bar, where we had Peach Soju, and we sung a bunch of songs. There is a video of me singing Defying Gravity, but this is where it got bad. Povaze made a comment that rubbed Adam the wrong way, and Adam THREW the microphone at Povaze, this gave Matt a BLACK EYE and literally we were kicked out. They made up, temporarily, and we went to Central Park and walked around and sat on a rock. Before we left, I called Adam a "short king" and he said I should "experience life like him" and he threw a rock right at my fucking head. I literally had to contact the police. Adam profusely apologized and then paid us $5000 each, and took us to Astoria where we went to a wonderful restaurant and all of us fell in love with this bartender/server, Stergio. Yes, Stergio. God he was so hot and we will be back. It was the only thing we bonded over. Following this, we went to a bar, and I had this really strong Vodka Red Bull before departing home. 2/10. Wouldn't do again.

PREVIOUSLY ON AMANDASINGS BIG BROTHER... The houseguests were shocked to learn that only 9 of the potential 12 eviction votes counted this week, which resulted in a surprising unanimous 9-0 vote to evict Sobriquet. Shortly after Sob's heart-wrenching eviction, the Houseguests were instructed to open boxes numbered 1-14. The boxes sprayed out PINK and PURPLE paint onto the houseguests. The Houseguests with PINK paint would remain downstairs while the Houseguests with PURPLE paint moved upstairs. Shortly after, the doors to the stairs LOCKED. And the Houseguests were informed that ONE MEMBER OF EACH FLOOR would be evicted this week. The Houseguests are currently competing in their fourth HOH Competition, RANKED RIGHT, where they must rank the members of the other house based on whom they want to win HOH. Who will rise to power in each HOUSE, and how will ANGIEKSTAN'S BOX impact these split houses? Find out THIS WEEK ON AMANDASINGS BIG BROTHER!!! #ASBB1 THE PURPLE FLOOR: Upstairs Dimitra Biancabae Kodua VenusVafa Lolicapolica Dakota MrsChloeKayCecci THE PINK FLOOR: Downstairs Metropolis Torimarie Cleiton14 Itsamodernlife SummerMariah Elphaba and Glinda Envious FOLLOW ALONG IN THE VIEWER'S LOUNGE: https://discord.gg/Cw7skKHp AND VOTE FOR ANGIE'S BOX: https://kovaze.com/blog/108209

because this is how someone banned 5 months ago reacted upon finally learning the identity of a moderator

knowuh - we played few games together but idk anything about u so its neutral i dont have an opinion really marieeve - same as knowuh lmao but i do like your designs ricardogv - in our royale i thought u were ok but then i noticed your constant bitching about ppl in royale and u mentioning sleeping during the game as if youre better than the rest. i thought its annoying af spartagow - i remember your username from tg i think but idk anything about u so no opinion really chris - bitch why you scared.. love you down!!! i think you’re very funny!!!! and i love whenever we are on call together its always a great time angiekstan - we like never talked outside games but i love playing with u i think you’re hilarious kai_what - when i first met u i really liked you but during the last month i heard some weird things about u so idk how i feel anymore bim - literally my first time seeing u on here sirvivor - i gasped when i found out who u were lmao. we were always fine on tengaged never really close but yeah i dont have anything bad to say about you. most my tg memories are gone so i dont really rememebr your personality and we havent really interacted on kovaze so idk what else to say yawnha - once again we never really interacted so i dont have an opinion

of user Gregoriok purposefully does not do first race team challenge after doing qualifications, and then uses slurs! pls do your thing Moderation

to say that portuguese and spanish are completely different languages doesn't mean that, because we are latinos, we speak the same language it's not that difficult to know. ;)

Messy J Both americans who speaks portuguese I think there are many similarities. Just a coincidence, perhaps?

accepted first offer of 113k. Rebranding only had inspire and accepted 113k.........2 trains.....431k...i want a breakdown of this so bad I would love to see it. Team 9 - Dakota & Rebranding: 431731 Team 1 - Luxray & RobbieRIOT: 1320

AND I DID IT WITH 3 TICKETS. It was that last minute one I bought that won too, wow also hugs Brookie and Lover

because i have no impulse control 💕

i just thought of this and spent no more than 8 seconds thinking it through so it might be a flop but lets take standard / safety chain and make those LONG GAME MODES with 12 hour day changes for the freaks who wanna talk and strategize with others. then leave weakest/golden for us casual players who just wanna zone out and play minigames. thank you for supporting my amazing idea i do believe i have fixed every problem on this website with this one idea alone!

And didn’t play a single comp because I SUCK AT COMPS. Maybe I’ll make one of those big blogs soon TBD