Just wanted to give another update. Sorry for all the heavy posts lately, typing this out is kind of how I’m getting through it right now. Right now we’re basically just waiting. My mom had a heart attack and multiple strokes, and neuro and the other teams just want to see how she is if she wakes up. They’re giving her blood thinners, so we’ll know more day by day, which honestly feels like the worst kind of news. I hate just sitting in anticipation. They put a feeding tube in today, and had to get an IV specialist because her IVs keep blowing. It’s just… not looking great, but I’m trying to stay positive. It’s just really hard. I keep replaying everything in my head too. My mom has always been kind of dramatic, and it’s not out of character for her to not answer or do things that end up needing someone, usually my dad, to step in and “save” the situation. So when she didn’t answer, it didn’t immediately feel like an emergency. I stayed and finished a race before going to check on her. And now I can’t stop thinking about it. Like what if I had gone 20 minutes sooner. I know I can’t change it, but it’s going to haunt me for a long time.

from tisha, lolicapolica, luxray and i space - 7.7 o_o - 8.2 nicorobin - 7.5 MrsChloeKayCecci - 8.5 (luxray brought it down) Justini - 7.3 torimarie - 8.7 (tisha had some strong words) marieeve - 7.0

i cannot.. i feel like im having a seizure my screen is constantly flashing red i see red, no longer velvet.

to walking on the right path is to leave things holding you back behind. I'm going to take that first step by spending less time on here; this just isn't what I need right now, even if it's what I want. I'll be back soon... but hopefully not too soon.

i still fucked your dad in both the ass and mouth in that order

for the 9 guys on the site trying to date lover cuz none of them are 40 years old with a wife and kids so they dont rly have a chance

and ill give my very honest opinion of you :) MarieEve: you seem nice idk unfortunate: your username is unfortunate XD yeehaw: idk you Medusaluh: mother i live for you Graf: i need you to save me in arena Space: i wish you werent colorblind... also i do like to neg your blogs im sorry Ethan: youre the 11th funniest user here luxray: I thought you and rain were cis women when I joined first but ily o_o: idk you but everyone is ready to slob on your knob so you must be cool idk... also its a little weird to never play games on a gaming site but to each of their own! I support it! YanderTron21: i think you said you remember me from Tengaged but i have no memory of that... youd have to show me pictures cause idk honey: my royale savior ily Mochalatte: idk you Cristi: i think you like me but ive seen you fly off the handle at other users and that has me afriad i might one day be a #victim joeburrow: i live in Cincinnati and although idc about joe burrow as a player he is hot and i assume thats y you picked this username as well torimarie: I tried to kill you in Royale and I flopped and I remember being surprised you were good at challenges naughtynacho: ily 😘😘😘 my silly rabbit nick: ily you’re kinda hot too alicat: idk u dumblonde: you seem funny ily hwest14: ily 😘 you’re very nice! I’d gladly be one of your gay troglodytes maris: idk u

PREVIOUSLY on #ASBB1… The houseguests competed in the SIT-OUT STANDOUT veto competition, where they had to answer a series of questions and match either SummerMariah or Kodua’s answers. On the PURPLE floor, Biancabae successfully read SummerMariah’s mind to claim the POV and saved herself from the block. HOH Dakota named VenusVafa as the replacement nominee. By a vote of 3-1 against Dimitra, Venus was evicted from the ASBB house. While leaving, she called out Dakota and MrsChloeKayCecci for lying to her about their votes. Lolicapolica trapped her spy LPJ in a tank of water. LPJ has since escaped. On the PINK floor, public rival to Kodua Itsamodernlife claimed the POV by reading Marissa’s mind. Modern took himself off the block and HOH Torimarie named SummerMariah in his place. With Witches Elphaba & Glinda as a third nominee due to Angie’s Box, Cleiton14 Envious and Modern unanimously voted to evict Metropolis 3-0-0. Metropolis may be an early out but they have made an undeniable impact on the season. That’s an icon of AMANDASINGS BIG BROTHER. After the eviction, Amanda and o_o worked tirelessly to unlock the doors to the stairs and allow the houseguests to return to the living room. There has been a glitch in the system and we won’t know how to fix it until after Angie’s Box has been played. TONIGHT….. We find out who is granted the chance to enter AngieKStan’s Box. This is THE MOST POWERFUL ANGIE’S BOX of the season. How will this affect the 12 remaining houseguests? Find out TONIGHT on AMANDASINGS BIG BROTHER! Angie’s Box voting: https://kovaze.com/blog/108833 Follow along in the Viewers Lounge: https://discord.gg/H76GwPv3F

royale used to be my favorite game mode, it's not really fun anymore edit this isn't @ anyone I just feel like now it's just a battle of who can make the best case to be given the win I think the next time im playing is winners at war LOL because you're almost boxed out of winning if you already won and you are like made to feel guilty for killing ppl now idk i think my hate blog era rly got to me like is this rly worth it idk i feel like nina when she wanted that trip to the bahamas like i have no shot of winning

Hey everyone, I got a shop and I will post every single item for 300 coins, which is the lowest price I am allowed. I want to help the community get cute, cheap designs! https://kovaze.com/shopping/835 #ShopDelicious

No way I'm racing all day just to spend my koinz on some overpriced pixels posted by Kiss.

Hello! We're back! Please comment 1 or 2 celebrities to participate in the eleventh season of Sobriquet's Celebrity Big Brother! 1. CHLOROX 2. McKenna Grace 3. Ziwe 4. Chiaki Kuriyama 5. Liv Morgan 6. Laura Venderbooben 7. Whitexican 8. Megan Skiendiel 9. Dimitra 10. Yolanda Saldívar 11. Monstro Elisasue 12. Loren Gray 13. Justini 14. Gigi Goode 15. Jordi Alba 16. Gretchen Wilson

and Sin gets $2000 to make sure you never become Events staff again. Dumb ho Connor. You're on my list now with Sweatshop Owner MarieEve and Teethy Head Cristi

IceBeast carried the FUCK out of most of that (although I pulled my weight on Balloons and Shapes)

Glitter: 851 Doug: 797 Kimmie: 610 They callin me the next dream