Aww Huda I’m so sorry to hear you feel that way! I’d be honored to be a runner-up & see you win! You’re amazing! I genuinely care about you as a person & I want our friendship to continue 🥹
I can’t believe I managed to pull this off! I played an INDIVIDUAL game in a game where there were two clear sides. I didn’t pick a side & look where it got me! I’m so happy! 😁☺️🥳
It feels like this whole game has turned into something I didn’t expect. Instead of feeling fun or competitive in a healthy way, it’s like every single moment is working against me. Every move I make, someone is ready to shut it down. Every time I try to catch a break, something else goes wrong. And the worst part isn’t even the challenges themselves it’s feeling like everyone is against me, like no one wants to see me win or even just breathe for a second.
I keep trying to push through it. I tell myself, “Don’t let it get to you, stay focused, keep going,” but honestly it’s exhausting. It’s draining to feel like I’m fighting alone while everyone else has someone in their corner. It makes the whole thing feel heavier than it should be. I can’t help but wonder why it feels so personal, why I’m the one catching all the pressure and all the negativity. It makes me feel invisible and targeted at the same time, which is such a weird and painful mix.
What really hits me is how sad it makes me. Not just frustrated — sad. Because I came into this wanting to enjoy myself, wanting to feel like I belonged in the game just as much as anyone else. But instead, I’m sitting here questioning myself, questioning my place, questioning if I’m even wanted in the first place. It hurts feeling like you’re constantly climbing uphill while everyone else seems to be pushing you further down that slope. It hurts feeling like no matter what you do, people don’t want to give you a chance.
And it’s not just about losing, it’s about the emotional weight. I feel tired. I feel beaten down. It feels like nobody sees how hard I’m trying — they only see the moments where I fall or the times where I can’t keep up. And that sadness sticks with me, even after the game ends. It stays in my chest, like this heavy feeling that won’t go away, reminding me that I’m doing all of this alone.
I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to be this hurt or drained. But right now, it’s just really overwhelming. And I wish, even just once, someone would be on my side instead of against me.
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MightyNikola19 has came in second place in Frenzy with 0 jury votes!
2 days ago
huda has won Frenzy with 7 jury votes!
2 days ago
Huda, you are amazing! You played a great game. Best of luck to you ☺️
By
MightyNikola19,
2 days ago
By
huda,
2 days ago
There was a tie. As the Head of Household, I must now cast the deciding vote. I vote to evict SummerMariah.
By
huda,
2 days ago
As the Head of Household, I have nominated MightyNikola19 and SummerMariah for eviction.
By
huda,
2 days ago
huda has been selected as Head of Household!
2 days ago
By a vote of 1 to 0, wyatt You have been evicted from Frenzy.
2 days ago
literally only with brxan the rest I didnt care
By
huda,
2 days ago
Ohh okay
By
wyatt,
2 days ago
so please
By
huda,
2 days ago
Aww Huda I’m so sorry to hear you feel that way! I’d be honored to be a runner-up & see you win! You’re amazing! I genuinely care about you as a person & I want our friendship to continue 🥹
By
MightyNikola19,
2 days ago
Babes I wasnt with them just brxan
By
huda,
2 days ago
To be fair I was told you were in a 5 person premade Huda and it came out to be true :/
By
wyatt,
2 days ago
I can’t believe I managed to pull this off! I played an INDIVIDUAL game in a game where there were two clear sides. I didn’t pick a side & look where it got me! I’m so happy! 😁☺️🥳
By
MightyNikola19,
2 days ago
It feels like this whole game has turned into something I didn’t expect. Instead of feeling fun or competitive in a healthy way, it’s like every single moment is working against me. Every move I make, someone is ready to shut it down. Every time I try to catch a break, something else goes wrong. And the worst part isn’t even the challenges themselves it’s feeling like everyone is against me, like no one wants to see me win or even just breathe for a second. I keep trying to push through it. I tell myself, “Don’t let it get to you, stay focused, keep going,” but honestly it’s exhausting. It’s draining to feel like I’m fighting alone while everyone else has someone in their corner. It makes the whole thing feel heavier than it should be. I can’t help but wonder why it feels so personal, why I’m the one catching all the pressure and all the negativity. It makes me feel invisible and targeted at the same time, which is such a weird and painful mix. What really hits me is how sad it makes me. Not just frustrated — sad. Because I came into this wanting to enjoy myself, wanting to feel like I belonged in the game just as much as anyone else. But instead, I’m sitting here questioning myself, questioning my place, questioning if I’m even wanted in the first place. It hurts feeling like you’re constantly climbing uphill while everyone else seems to be pushing you further down that slope. It hurts feeling like no matter what you do, people don’t want to give you a chance. And it’s not just about losing, it’s about the emotional weight. I feel tired. I feel beaten down. It feels like nobody sees how hard I’m trying — they only see the moments where I fall or the times where I can’t keep up. And that sadness sticks with me, even after the game ends. It stays in my chest, like this heavy feeling that won’t go away, reminding me that I’m doing all of this alone. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to be this hurt or drained. But right now, it’s just really overwhelming. And I wish, even just once, someone would be on my side instead of against me.
By
huda,
2 days ago
I don’t think so?
By
wyatt,
2 days ago
Does my vote even matter here?
By
MightyNikola19,
2 days ago
Gl summer I know I’m out
By
wyatt,
2 days ago
As the Head of Household, I have nominated SummerMariah and wyatt for eviction.
By
MightyNikola19,
2 days ago