Friends and foes* omg that's so fucking embarrassing lmaoooooo

Hey friends and goes, A few days ago, Modern and I started this game together and made it a point to go hard and play this game the way it's designed to be played. Half the time I either go inactive in Outcasted, volunteer to go later in the season, or occasionally play like I did this time. You really gotta be in the right mindset and baby, I had the time! This is not to say I played perfectly by any means, but the merge round, for example, was some of my best gameplay I've had on this website since I joined and I will stand by that. I had people immediately in my DMs, and not just people I knew like Anya and Rainolds. My guardian angel TaterThot as well whom I had never met. These three gave me the tools to realize what I needed to do and I would've been lost that round without them. The Glitter Vote (™) really defined my game. Cold- You're fucking hilarious and I loved playing the merge with you. I knew you were in danger and I told you immediately, but I left it in your hands to do something about it. You didn't LMAO and admitted to me later you lowkey gave up and were at peace, and I loved that for you. TaterThot- Now I know you're thinking in shady boots for not telling you Modern was after you, but I also never told him what I learned from Rainolds and Anya what you were planning (Even though you didn't tell me yourself ma'am!) I had to let that one play out the way it did because I refused to pick a side between y'all. Our chat with Modern was easily my favorite all game. It was amazing meeting you and I can't wait to play with you again. AnyaMarx- Girl lmao these children don't even know 😅😭🤣. I love that we truly had no idea the other was even in the fucking Outcasted waiting room even though we talk DAILY. We did exactly what we sat out to do…have fun, be unserious as fuck, and show these girls what we've learned over these years. You could've won this game if you survived this vote, KNOW THAT. Love you sissie. Tori- Our pre merge was a mess but I really do give you the most credit for keeping us afloat. You were the first person in my DMs all game after Modern, and I just vibed with you so hard. We didn't always have to be on the same page, and I love that about my allies. I know you were sick and not playing as hard as an quite sure you can, and I def capitalized on that. I hope you don't mind and I hope you see that I couldn't be here without you! Poppy- My dear, you don't owe me anything this game. We didn't speak once and I purposely kept you at arms length because I had too many allies and people I wanted to work with. I also knew what you were doing or planning most of the time via Modern so instead of being fake to you, I chose to be a ghost lol. I'd love your vote but I would understand more than anyone if you chose to vote Modern. Carlton- Similarly to Poppy, I decided to keep you at arms length once I realized the merge dynamics because I already really fucking like you lol and the last thing I wanted was to get even more down with you just to backstab you. I came to you the other day and was just like listen sis, this just isn't “our” Outcasted, and thats ok. We will be a dynamic duo one day though, and it will be a nightmare for everyone else. Appreciate and adore you. ❤️ Rainolds- King, darling, angel. From where we started to where we are now as friends is exactly why I love ORGs lol. I love Kovaze bc I get to reconnect with people like you and experience what we love to do in a much easier to manage way. We established immediately that we would not hold ANYTHING against each other all game and it turns out we didn't have to anyways lmfao. Ty for being there for me, I could not have made it without you. Vote for me to win! But if not, Modern played an incredible game in his own right. Thank you all for the memories!

I’m glad we could be the final two, Robbie. When I reached out to you Day 1 I knew I wanted to ride it out for as long as I could with you, and here we are! You deserve this as much as I do, if not more. To the jury; I could plea right here as to why I should win and explain my game, but I believe that’d be futile, as most (if not all of you) are aware of my positioning throughout the merge and who I prioritized. So instead, I’ll explain why I played the way I did (and what I’ve learned). I normally just play Outcasted to win comps and make it as far as I can with a group of people, and allow myself to get cut whenever (because you can’t win them all). But this time around, I decided that I’d play Outcasted the gamebotty way; get to know everyone, solidify myself socially, and not have to rely on challenges to stay safe. I told myself that as long as I was at the end with people I liked, I would enjoy the experience. Unfortunately, this approach to the game combined with going in with people I considered friends (Poppy, Carlton, Rainolds, etc etc.) combined with my main allies being on two different sides meant that I was constantly a swing vote, meaning I was a bad ally to both groups of people (so that it wasn’t a steamroll). It also meant that at the endgame, I would have to make a choice of who to cut and who to keep loyal to, as you can’t take everyone to the final 2, nor can you be taken by everyone to the final 2. This meant that I had to give a reality check to alot of people who had trusted me and wanted to go to the END with me for the majority of the game, especially because most people played this game simply and stuck to the people they knew. As one of the few people who reached out to everyone, it made it that much harder. The pressure got to me near the end and I did some unnecessary lying after F7, playing alot messier (and more aggressive) at this point. And to Poppy/Carlton, I apologize deeply, because I could’ve just been upfront about everything at the F6 round, avoiding anything more than initial frustration. At the end of the day, I don’t think I can play like this again. Maybe on a cast where I know absolutely no one, but it’s draining on top of nerve-wracking when there are so many people relying on you. The worst part is, I wasn’t sent home because of it, effectively prolonging how long I was set to play this snakey game. Do I think I played a good game? Mostly! But am I proud of the way I played? No, and I mostly put that onto the cast I played with; too many people that I knew and liked for me to be proud of backstabbing.

I also don’t normally do this but I’ll do tributes. Corey - I’m so sorry you got sick with Covid 😭 I hope you’re feeling better! I’ll reach out after the results of this outcasted. Tater - Honestly I was serious about wanting to go far with you but after I heard that you were potentially throwing votes on me I couldn’t. I think you played well this season and if it wasn’t for Carlton/Tori/Poppy being a solid voting block I see you making it farther and maybe winning. I hope to keep in contact! Anya - omg I’m so sorry for thinking u voted me 😭 I had a feeling it was Rainolds for jury management but you were also against POPPY who I adore and wanted to work with as long as possible. You’re a very fierce person and I’m interested to get to know you better, I just hate doing it post-vote because it feels like jury pandering. Tori - Second time I did u dirty omg. Honestly girl js vote me out if u see me in another Outcasted. I knew I wanted to go to the end with Robbie (or at least allow him 3rd) and it wasn’t happening if I kept you/Carlton/Poppy intact. I have major respect for ur profession <3 Poppy - I’m not going to say too much because we already talked through alot but I enjoyed every single personal conversation we had in the back to back games we played together and I hope to have more after this. As for this game, you gave me more than 100% and I’m sorry I couldn’t return that energy this game. Carlton - Well you knew I was in the middle of everything but I should’ve js told you straight from the start that Robbie was my untouchable like how you told me Chris was yours. And I’m sorry for not doing that. I made a f2 with you both expecting one to go home before the other, not me having to choose at F4😭 so poor judgement on my part. I just made one w Robbie first. Rainolds - u were kinda the coaster king this ssn hugs. I do think I had a better chance of winning next to u but i couldn’t burn literally everyone 💀 this went 10x better than our LBB org

ggs y’all, this was fun 😂 lemme go hit my pen and come back with final thoughts… or not, knowing me I’ll forget like I did about half this game 💀 Just glad I got out all my og tribe that was tryna vote me out premerge and decided otherwise :)

Congrats on final 5!!!!!!!!!!

i just got 520 in shapes.

The only thing keeping me sane this game is my immunity run bc only god knows what would happen to me if I wasn’t safe