and i couldn't find a single magic wand. am i blind?

I should really have already learned not to give people a third chance, let alone a millionth. I hope this old dog ends up learning new tricks, because I'm tired of having my heart broken.

I would appreciate some support. Breaking a trauma bond is hard. Thank you <3

I hope you had a fantastic holiday season, and a great beginning to 2026!! As planned, I am going to try to slowly reinsert myself into this community, hopefully with better, less stressful results this time! Tagging some of my favorite people just so they know: @DOOM, @Fiona, @GhostFace, @JACK_O_LANTERN, @High, @leehoyminoy, @Lunk. Let’s play together and have a good time!!

Too many weird grudges and high tension scenarios at the moment. Hopefully we'll all enter 2026 with clean slates and open hearts. No grudges to anyone from me, even if you presently hold one against me. Good luck in your games and have the bestest holiday season!

You guys rock for bearing with me as I learned the ropes, everyone! Special THANK YOU to @Fiona for having sent me the cutest outfit ever post-game. Glad to have made two other great friends: @v_sh @Imperio It was nice playing with the rest of you guys, hope to see you soon! @MessyJ @Lennin157_ @TripletThreatJ @Daleariel @muribolt @opulence @owlsand @leehoyminoy @JACK_O_LANTERN