but sometimes they just never change

that @itsamodernlife and @melanie did not throw race finale to me on my 2/3 birthday. I've literally been talking about how all i want for my fucking 2/3 birthday is a woke race race and they just don't care i guess. these are not people i consider friends anymore

On who I would be most excited to see as my race partner to who I would be least excited to see. Hoping on the race pyn bandwagon since I have been keeping it alive for weeks. MOST EXCITED 😃 @pureessence - we literally will never win and our only chance was when I nuked deal but I love an underdog story and if we ever won I would cherish it forever @joeburrow - a tie with ess but since i haven't won with her im putting you lower since we already have our win.. which was my favourite win by far. i was so nervous in the finale (embarrassing). even though we constantly yap at each other i feel like we mostly work well together and i always love when i see joeburrow next to me (mostly so i can shit on you) @jadennator1 - there is nothing I want more than to be partnered with you, it just never happens :( @luxray - I would be last if you did this pyn but i swear i wouldn't nuke you like that ever again... just remember we are 1/1 <3 @Tisha - Despite our recent spats, I truly would love to race around the world with you @NaughtyNacho - I love racing with you, especially because you usually join the gowncil call when you are paired with one of us... I know we are likely making the finals since you carry my ass @dumblonde - I need you to get better at comps because you would easily be at/near the top if you weren't a nuke. i was so mad we got 10th in your first race, we need to get partnered again @christos - i think we got partenered when we both sucked and it was not pretty, but i would love to get paired up now. i know we'd have a blast @Jaded - Our races around the world have been something beautiful, and getting the Jaded race win blog was a bucket list item for me @Melodrama - I would never admit it but I truly do enjoy our races together, even if we haven't been paired in ages @hwest14 - you would be higher but you didn't save last time we were paired and it broke my heart. i do love how we score so similarly in most comps, plus you're v fun to race with when you're active @melanie - I think we might’ve been paired when I was a nuke, but now that we are besties and both good I think we’d slay @IceBeast - you truly bring out the worst in me, I will never forget my 1.5k in match. Nevertheless, I am always excited to be paired with you @Marwane - You would be lower because we always nuke together but we finally got it together and won our last race... and I will never forget that experience. I still feel like we don't compliment each other well though because we both suck at the same comps @unfortunate - you are so fun to race with and make it a good time, even if there is next to no chance we’d win together @james - the fact I didn’t know who you were and thought you were Spanish until like 3 weeks ago… anyways. Now that I know you I would love to race with you… I think we’d have a fighting chance to win @Bagel - You would've been higher if you played more but I feel like you're rusty now... I'd still love our time together though @itsamodernlife - We were paired super early (like my 2nd race) and obviously I nuked the shit out of you, but you were so sweet to me. I think we could win now that I'm better @Envious - It makes me nervous when our names pop up together, because I feel like I have a short leash. But I know our chances of winning are good so I am mostly happy @Smores_Poptart - Lowkey I used to think you were annoying af in race but you've grown on me a lot. I think with the right comps we could win and you are fun to race with @jessiejedi - this looks low but honestly i would be happy to be partnered with you. i don't think we're good enough to win together but i always enjoy our races @KaliMinaj - I don't know your comp scores that well but your history looks good @Nick - You're funny and a good time, but I don't think we are good enough to win together and winning is most of what I care about xo @DBonee - I feel like there's no way we'd win but I think we would have fun @Yeehaw - Honestly when we got paired the other day I was kinda like "well fuck" but you showed up! @torimarie - i can't tell if you're a nuke or not? i don't really know how our race would go so this is a placeholder spot @YanderTron21 - I like you and wouldn't be sad to get you necessarily but I do not think we could win together @honey - Oh, honey... @Kai_what - I'm not 100% sure on this but I think you're a nuke and I don't really know you so I would probably be annoyed if we got paired @desh - umm you've played like 6 races and have not done well so if i saw we were paired id probably sigh @MarieEve - Oh I do think you're a nuke and I would probably be mad if you left mid race to take care of your kids (which is FAIR but i'd still be mad) @Glinda - frenzy queen... i just think you never having raced before would have me swearing at my computer LEAST EXCITED 🤢

Yet I’ve been keeping race alive for a month. Curious.

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