https://kovaze.com/blog/130156

Okay Kovaze! It finally happened. After fighting my ass off this whole game, I have finally hit the block. Day in and day out I have been dodging nominations, trying to play the middle and bounce between sides... but with sides fully drawn, there was nowhere for me to hide! I want to be here, I want to keep fighting for the win. I've been trying my best to make moves that set me up for success, and unfortunately I made a misstep. If you know me, you know that I will shake shit up if you give me the ability to, so please grant my wish and give me another chance in the Celebrities house! VOTE HERE TO SAVE PAULETTE! https://kovaze.com/celebrities_poll/17582

I just want to get one thing straight when it comes to everything regarding this game. I have been lied to and on all game by the majority of the cast. It's a part of the game, I get it. No hard feelings. However, what I am not going to have spread around is that I want to intentionally nominate and nominate somebody over and over again to get them penalty skulls. It's just not smart. A question I must ask though; What is someone who has been targeted every single day by this group supposed to do? If It has already been decided by the public who is going to win, shouldn't my goal be to try to make it as far as I can? We idolize Sandra Diaz-Twine and her "anyone but me" strategy, but when you see someone else do it to ensure their survival, it feels like a different story. I want to win. You don't join a game with any goal but to do the best that you can. It's said over and over that Celebrities is a public game, yet I have tried multiple times to get the public to ask me questions so that I can make a vlog, and only one person (thanks @nick!) even asked me a real question. I made a previous blog, linked here: (https://kovaze.com/blog/127682) telling the public about me at the start of the game, but it also got no noise. If the public doesn't like me from the jump, I just want to know what I have done wrong. I feel like I am a very levelheaded person on this site, I don't get nasty with people, what more can I do? This season has also had a ton of fights, I wish @Sin let us have access to the Discord server chat. I feel like you all would have enjoyed. I know that this blog probably feels like it is just going in circles, but I just wanted to vent. This game genuinely has been crazy. Almost every round (including this one!) has had sets split, the house has been divided, it is not as clean cut as it may seem to the Kovaze public.

got it https://kovaze.com/blog/129227

Tell me what you want to know! What do you want me to talk about? Any questions for me? Giving a reintroduction for those who don’t know me; and saying hello again to those who do! I’ll film it this afternoon when I’m home from work, so expect it around 5PM ET. Ask away!

I've been fighting for my life. Multiple times being a counter, EVERY single day there has been a split. People have some of the loosest lips possible, and everyone is constantly making decisions that DON'T MAKE SENSE. Is there a chance for lil old Paulette? Only time will tell...