This Ramadan, I’m stepping away from noise, distraction and the constant scroll and leaning into something slower, softer and more intentional. I am travelling to Indonesia today. There’s something about being in Indonesia that makes reflection feel natural. Maybe it’s the early morning stillness before Fajr, or the way the call to prayer, the Adhan echoes gently through the streets. Ramadan isn’t just about fasting from food and water during Sawm. It’s about discipline, honesty and returning to who you really are when the world isn’t watching. From sunrise to sunset, the fast becomes a mirror. It shows you your patience, your gratitude, your impulses. It teaches Sabr (patience) in the quietest, most confronting ways. As the sun sets, everything slows for Iftar (the sacred moment of breaking the fast). Dates are shared, water tastes sweeter than ever, and there’s a deep collective gratitude in the air. Later in the evening comes Tarawih, the extra prayers that stretch into the night, grounding the heart again and again. In between, there is Dhikr (remembrance of Allah) whispered quietly. There is reading of the Qur’an. There is Dua, personal supplication, asking for guidance, forgiveness and clarity. And there is Zakat, giving to those in need, a reminder that faith is not just inward. Being here during Ramadan feels like a reset. A stripping back. A remembering. It’s choosing intention over impulse. Truth over ego. Stillness over chaos. This month isn’t about perfection. It’s about returning to faith, to gratitude, to softness. And trusting that through every fast, every prayer, every quiet moment of reflection… Allah is good. Always. Alhamdulillah. 🌙

Ramadan is coming up, which means I will be temporarily retiring from this website for the month, starting from Wednesday 18 February. During Ramadan, I can’t lie, fight, swear, gossip, or cause unnecessary chaos. And seeing as that’s basically the core gameplay here… it’s best for my akhirah that I avoid playing games this month. For those who don’t know, Ramadan is a month of fasting from Fajr (dawn prayer) until Maghrib (sunset prayer). That means no food, no water and no bad behaviour. Instead of playing games, I’ll be: • Waking up before sunrise for Suhoor (the pre-dawn meal) • Fasting throughout the day • Breaking my fast at sunset for Iftar (traditionally starting with dates and water) • Praying Taraweeh at night • Making extra du’a (supplication) • Reflecting, giving charity (Sadaqah), and focusing on self-discipline Ramadan is about patience, self-control, and purification. So rather than risking slipping into petty arguments, I’m choosing peace. @evan perhaps you should practice the same. I’ll be back after Eid al-Fitr feeling spiritually refreshed.. See you on the other side. 🌙✨

@suicide once you get to know her she is really sweat <3

@suicide @lewis @dimitra @jordie and I all just received invites to a MAGA party and we are petrified. Who the fuck even goes to those

a police offer so i could sit on his baton 🫦

valentines gift 🥺💝