All Blogs by Ravenheart

Wooden floors, walls and window sills Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust This is a place where I don't feel alone This is a place where I feel at home 'Cause, I built a home For you For me Until it disappeared From me From you And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust ————————————————————————————————— I do miss you all, and felt a little melancholic, so why don’t I blog like I usually did? Full-time school and work has kept me busy. I may not be on here often anymore, but to my friends and the people I know on here- I hope you’re doing well, and I love you. One day I might be back. But if I don’t- just know I felt at home here. Then, wipe off the dust and move on.

That I don’t want a relationship or anything like that? I’m 26 going on 27 in a couple months and I have always been more of a loner. I might be selfish but being alone (emotionally in the romantic sense but I still like being with friends) is where I’m happiest and I haven’t met someone to change that yet. I might just be happy living on my own forever if it comes to it. I’m curious as to what others thoughts are too- is a romantic relationship necessary? Is it “weird” to not have one?

The mail from MessyJ once you get evicted from Frenzy. LOL :)

Like Jesus Christ we’re all fucked as normal citizens of anywhere really.

Go to my first day of my Business Law class and find out she had included in our tuition for the course the wrong textbook! Then she has the gall to say “oh it was only $65 just pay $35 more for my textbook” like bitch

*takes ten steps* IT IS CHEAPER TO BUY VEGETABLES HERE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ Gonna be emulating this video game soon, props to anyone who knows which one it is!

I love this gift DOOM thank you ❤️

Anyone need help with some data analytics about your Kovaze account? I'm a whiz with Excel and pretty bored so I'll take requests as I can until January (when my next college semester starts). No charge!

but I don’t need people to care about me on this site like this is just what I like to do in my spare time. Plus I have friends on this site lol. Some banned guy is staying obsessed with me…

Will only get you so far

To accept me

And I’ll choose a random song for you out of my playlist, let’s expand some musical horizons

What a thrill!

Is sort of a refreshing twist tbh I love it

Is to float in the middle of a calm, cool lake in the middle of the night, looking up at the stars while calm ambient music plays around me. Alone. I love being alone. I don’t have to live up to anyone’s expectations. I can do what I want and live the way I want to live. All I’ve learned is that (most) people exhaust me. My social battery has been at 0 for so long and I desperately just want to disappear. But there’s some desire that keeps bringing me back here. Some need of having to log in and see what’s going on. I don’t have the energy to play games anymore. But I keep logging in. I love my friends on my friends list and beyond that, don’t get me wrong. I don’t know why I’m ranting to people on a game website. I don’t know why I’m treating this as my personal diary. I don’t know why I want to people to upvote this and expect them to care. I’m fine mentally. But I just love being… Alone. But maybe I want people to love me being alone. Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to turn on my two fans full blast, go to zero-G mode in my bed, play space scenes, and listen to the piano version of Hillsong United’s Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) even though I hardly am a Christian anymore. I’m some sort of fucked up. But I wouldn’t be any other way. Good night.

The day I’ll be back in games… with a vengeance.

Watch me dissolve Slowly In a pool full of your love -Absofacto/NITESHIFT, song: Dissolve

But 4 actually did lmaooo y’all fake as hell

I guess it can really tell I was Mormon and from Utah huh

And I will… do absolutely nothing