can't believe

16 1/2 years have passed since I first stumbled upon Tengaged And I am here now, again, after leaving so many times. July 4th will mark my 16th Stars win anniversary (RobbieRIOT got 8th), so it's wild to think that the babies born on that day are now driving cars, or on this site. All the old ass users from back in my day (by old, I mean late 20s/early 30ths) are now pushing 50. Some have passed away (some we may never know about). Many have returned, but not everyone. I didn't care so much TG died, because that was clearly inevitable, but how it happened was a bit.. abrupt. No closure, no goodbyes, no choice in the matter when I left so many other times. And I could always come back randomly and the community was there, but then it wasn't. I guess it may have existed somewhat on Discord, but I had no part in that. So much unresolved, but much of it never mattered. The relationships, maybe, but the drama was usually dumb and driven by ego-bruised narcissists and attention-seeking fire starters. I forgot the point of this blog, but cherish the time you have right now. The relationships, the friendships, your family. Because all of that could end in a moment. Time goes by so fucking fast and there never seems to be enough of it. SO value your time and how you spend it and take care of yourself first and foremost. I lost the plot but I went on a tangent after looking at this: https://web.archive.org/web/20240622115055/https://tengaged.com/user/RobbieRIOT