disclosing my dream (PIC)

my biggest dream for years has been to be part of Amandasings04 's hit reality tv big brother game show, however ive never filled out an official application. this is because of my fears of public speaking and awareness of my smell. recently, ive grown past these fears of mine and i am feeling motivated to work towards this dream! for reference here is a photo of what i have envisioned for myself: do any of you believe that one day i can cross such a stage? please let me know before i embarrass myself in the application process!!