One thing about me

Believe it or not I am self-aware. I'm a very insecure person who is very good at deflecting and projecting and making excuses and finding a way to turn the blame onto anyone who dares to step against me. But at least I have the guts to own it. 🥂 I don't want to be that person anymore. I've been a sore loser my whole life and I justify it in my head by telling myself that I'm mostly joking. I am sorry for all the problems I've caused others and I'm sorry for feeling the need to cry and complain about all the problems I've brought on myself.