Irrational Fear
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Irrational Fear
Ok I know this is crazy lol but I'm at the Dr. right now just for a check up but every single time I go to the doctor, I have this just sinking feeling of dread and it's a very specific feeling lmao I don't even want to say it because it sounds SO STUPID LMAO
But every time I go to the Dr., I expect them to tell me I straight up have HIV/AIDS even though I very much do not 😅😅🤣🤣
Growing up I had a family member who told me I was going to get AIDS and die and it has stuck with me my entire life. I don't participate in any risky activities, nor is HIV remotely as harmful/scary as it used to be. But still it's lingered with me EVERY TIME I go to a doctor's office or hospital.
Anyways have a good day for all of you non-crazy people lmao
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Oh my god, I'm so sorry. White coat syndrome is a real thing too. I know my blood pressure and stuff always runs higher than normal when I'm at the doctor's office because I'm nervous.
i get offended when I see on mychart that i need to get tested for it like....I am in a mostly entirely monogamous relationship I can track where both of us have been and there has been no risky behavior for 2 years now like dont get fucking brave Doctor.
Everything will be fine. Take some tongue depressors for me please.
Just tell the doctor you don’t want hiv/aids and you should be fine
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