Betrayal

I don't take lightly to it. Obviously... it relates to my personal life so much . I've had friends who have used me and thought I was funny and expendable.. trust and communication is everything to me. I have a big heart and I'm tired of it being fucked with but when I pipe back I look like a nasty bitch . And people wonder why I have trust issues.. A year ago me and my ex broke up ... he got into a new relationship he is living with him. A month after we broke up. Tells me he was around the whole time. I'm still healing .. I don't know how to take it.