It's time for me to get everything off my chest

Throughout my past two royale games, Ive been having to deal with nothing but bullshit and lies from people that I thought were my friends. When I first logged on to Kovaze, I made a promise to myself I was going to make friends with the people that I've played with and that I considered my true allies that I got farther in the game with. Now listen, I have made a lot of good friends in Kovaze but in the past two games I have learned their true colors. Now I'm blogging about this to remind you guys: if you do consider me a good ally, then at least do everything you can to save my game. If you can't and tried to, fine. But if you can't do it and decided to just try to gain your long term position by killing me, imo that's not a good friend. But what's also not a good friend: mailing somebody before our royale game that we would slay together and decided to slay against me afterwards. Now I'm not mad that my friends are friends in this game, but when you guys have to choose between me and my friend just because you wanted to be good with everyone else is one thing. But mailing me and promising me to slay together in games when you just kill me off right there and then, that's also not a good friend. I'm tired of this frustration. No more lies. No more fakeness. If I have to deal with this bs again, I'll have no choice but to remove them as a friend. I'm not ready to give them one more chance after that.