All Blogs by honey

Should have won more awards than it did, iconic movie.

I was telling my friend a story about Hugh Jackman and I accidentially called him Jack Hughman. Still think about that day tbh

I think part of this whole situation came from people noticing Maturo and Tatum typed similarly, and with Tatum having a language barrier, people started connecting dots and running with it. But at the same time, publicly calling someone a pedophile is a really serious accusation, and Sin has always said to report concerns privately instead of making public callouts. I also think ban reasons need to be more specific because “7 days for toxicity” just leaves everyone guessing what actually crossed the line, which only creates more drama.

But I fear I have fallen out of love with gaming :(

are you happy or sad about this?

I’ve been thinking about hosting a hidden identity game inspired by Traitors. I kinda want to call it The Deception Game instead because it fits the vibe better. I also think it would be more fun if everyone played as aliases/characters instead of themselves, but I don’t know how that would go over or if people would rather just play normally. Still, I think the character idea sounds way better. I’ll post two example characters below for the vibe I’m thinking of.

I tried to paint cherries and they turned out horrific

To give your thoughts on my #DNTM3 Shopping Day Photo

Being the loudest people in the room when its a topic about BIPOC just my opinion idk

Unless you have a premade joining frenzy is a waste of time, they just storm in!

Who did this to me???

to approve my DNTM photo before submitting, tysm

THE MAN WHO CHEATS ON HIS GIRLFRIEND IM SCREAMING (they could be broken up this was many moons ago)

Why probst was bringing someone out LMAO

https://kovaze.com/shopping/240

I debated posting this for almost two weeks after Mittens made his blog because I think part of me already knew none of it was normal, I just shoved it to the back of my brain and wasn’t really ready to talk about it. Back then I thought the attention made me important. I was a fat kid in high school with awful self esteem, and grown adults online knew exactly how to make me feel special. Gifts, favoritism, weird comments, secretive behavior, all of it felt validating at the time. Looking back now it’s just uncomfortable. And yes, zakisaboss was absolutely into femboy Kentuckyy. He begged me not to tell people and gifted me over it. I was never close to Jenzie, but after I got gifted I would get passive comments or blogs negged, and he would tell me things about their relationship that I probably never should have been involved in as a teenager. Then after they broke up, the comments and behavior toward me got even more sexual and inappropriate. At the time I loved feeling chosen because I wanted validation so badly. Now I just look back and think it’s weird that grown adults were treating a teenager like that online in the first place. I don’t even know why I’m posting this now besides the fact that reading that blog made me realize how normalized this stuff felt back then. Maybe I just want people with low self esteem to understand that attention from internet losers is not the same thing as genuine care or worth, especially younger people.