sleepless nights
melanie
hi i’m melanie and i haven’t slept yet and i need to wake up for work in 40 minutes
melanie
hi i’m melanie and i haven’t slept yet and i need to wake up for work in 40 minutes
melanie
for lucky drop and deal. i used to get so excited at those comps but now… hausofkimchi and i are victims of deal bullying
melanie
i’ll start: hausofkimchi
melanie
all joe’s become paul’s eventually
melanie
melanie
and it all burns down.
idk what i ever did to someone or multiple people to actively come to my profile and - my posts, like idk who has a problem with me but its making me sad eventho its something so little cause i just dont like not knowing what i did wrong for someone to go out of their way and do that to me cause im a kind person
melanie
venusvafa so much, thats my ride or die❤️
Dear NotNicky333, I’ve been sitting with this for a bit, and I really needed to say sorry—properly, not just a quick “my bad” and move on like nothing happened. I messed up, and I own that. First off, I’m sorry for how I did in our race game. I know I didn’t perform anywhere near how I should’ve, and I get how frustrating that must’ve been for you. You showed up ready, focused, and competitive, and I just… didn’t. There’s no excuse for that, and I hate that it dragged things down. I also need to apologize for being greedy with money. Looking back, that part especially feels bad. I was thinking about myself instead of being fair, and that’s not the kind of teammate or friend I want to be. You didn’t deserve that energy from me, and I genuinely regret it. And yeah—this one’s a little embarrassing, but it’s true: I’m just not very good at playing the guitar. I think I let my ego talk louder than my actual skill, and that probably made things worse. I should’ve been more honest about where I’m at instead of pretending I had it handled. To top it all off, my luck absolutely fell off a cliff in LuckyDrop. Like, it dropped FAST. I know bad luck isn’t something I can control, but I also know how it looked from your side—like I was just fumbling everything all at once. That still affected you, and I’m sorry for the mess it caused. None of this comes from a place of not caring. If anything, it’s the opposite. I care a lot about our friendship and about not letting you down, which is why I wanted to actually say all this instead of brushing it off. I’m trying to be better—less greedy, more honest about my limits, and way more mindful of how my actions affect you. Thanks for reading all of this. I really hope we’re good, and I’m more than ready to make it up to you however I can. Sincerly, Melanie